tears . worries . fear . clueless . insecure .

Life always not smooth sailing ; back and forth feeling ;
it isnt always whereby you get to enjoy the beauty of life..
you get hit by the unexpected when life gets better
life has always been blessed and i've never expected much

what would happen if what we fear occur, what would be in become of us ?
my pillar of everything that has a great importance in my heart
all i can do now is to pray and hope for the best that everything goes smoothly

i may always be smiling but nobody knows what laid beneath that smile.
not everything seems picture perfect; the deception of one can be misleading..
life isnt always the way we want it to be.. it isnt always perfect *sighz*


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Wanna change some things in life, hoping it will improve current situation or speed up the outcome of my goal..
Have came up with some plans/decisions which i hope i could achieve it..in the soonest time, i hope..
I truly wish to achieve together...

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Tried the remedy he taught me today and blurry me still forgotten some steps till he has to repeat the whole thing to me again...

Now i smell of rice wine , including my room..

Dunno if it works, now got what remedies also give it a try le..

Mum even asked me to rub miself with ginger and vinegar -.-"


- Rice Wine + Mushroom -