My 'Special one' came over and he brought me to Crystal Jade for dinner yesterday, knowing i havent had my dinner and i was all alone at home..^_^ , if not i think i would be staying home eating maggi mee le..


I ordered liver and kidney porridge and some roasted meat.. Yum Yum !!
Enjoyed the dinner so muchie.. the porridge was still as good, haha maybe i was too hungry...

Well, still thanks 'special one' for accompanying me for dinner and of coz the treat =)



Then met up with him at 12am to Lau Pat Sat for supper....
I wasn't really hungry, but still i went...haha..



He ordered bbq stingray, sambal sotongs , vege and something we hv always wanna try - zu zu..
Well, actually the taste of zuzu wasnt dat great, quite bitter but quite a cute experience to suck the 'meat' out..and i kept having problem sucking it out..

i admitted i am not as skilful as him haha



I couldnt eat much, got too much caused me to have gastric pain..=(
luckily the pain subsided after the stroll as we strolled slowly to BQ before heading home..

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Read something by a friend unknowingly and greatly brought an impact in me..

It just got me sooo depressed...
Felt sad & vexed knowing another thing that led to my disappointment....

oh well, i think my emotions got me again & my mind went wild again too lolx...

Sometimes i dun ask, i got miself into depression and got into my own assumptions..
Sometimes i ask, i scare i ask too much... haiz...haiz...

Something i really hope people will feel and see clearly how lost, how hurting and how depressing the people around them are as in putting themselves into their shoes..

and then know how much they are hurting their loved ones on the another hand..
i bet not everyone could do that..afterall humans are selfish...
They are not the one got hurt but the one being loved...

When you are comforting and lending ur listening ears to them, do you ever think that person also needs you by their side too ??

When you keep them company when they are bored and lonely, do you ever think that person might also wants you by their side too ?

Sadly, guess not.

Which girls dun like to be pampered, which girls dun like to receive gifts from the person they love, which girls dun wish for a guy that could willing do anything for her under the sun to make her happy, which girls dun like surprises ??
I think i will be the most fortunate gal in the world if someone treats me dat way now..

However, now i know i never get it... or even try to demand for it coz i always think just having the person i luv happy around me is much more important to me that i will do anything just to make him happy..
but now i realised i m so so wrong...

Yet still this person is that someone could bring happiness, and bring joys to ur heart..

I never know there will be another that will be labelled with that 'term'...
That term i thought it has been always belong to me...
The term that has 'tattooed' in my heart.. =(

Realised certain things have changed and i seriously dun like that changes.. but ntg i can do there..changed meant changed le..
Maybe i just dun fit in anymore..

Now i wish i could be given just a sign..

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Had a weird dream some days back ..the weirdest i ever had.. i actually dun remember much details abt the dream le..

I dreamt of Joshua of I not Stupid.. lolx
In the dream, we actually knew each another sia and hahaha i think we were kinda close somemore... wahahah...It was weird but it was a sweet one hahaha.. i wont go into much details on it.. sounded dumb if i do hahaha...