Went to see the doctor again for my skin problem yesterday..
Was having brunch with parents and the swelling lumps appeared all over my right thigh..so parents urged me to go see doc immediately, despite i din even have my IC with me..haha

Again diagnosed as 'Hives' - Fong Mo..think unable to cure le.. only can control the condition..Doctor said i miself only could find out what the cause is....well, i simply hv no idea what could have caused this problem, maybe food or the surrounding etc but there aint any changes in my routine or lifestyle.
Even suspected i m suddenly sensitive to chicken lolx.. coz the night i had bad itch was the day i had KFC hahaha..
However, i have chicken wings for the past 2 days and ntg happened.
But then maybe coz i m now under medication ... oh whatever, i really hv no idea what is wrong anyway ...maybe forever oso wont know..



Now all i can do is go under medication.. *super drug addict* =X

Mum will be going back office to work on Tuesday, finally all her treatments are over...!
So today whole family went out to have some good food to celebrate lolx.. yeah it was an excuse! Kakaz..


^Poster of He Yao San promoting for the restuarant^

And guessed what , all stopped me from taking seafood today coz of my skin irritation problem but i die die insisted to join my sis with the crab feast hahaha...
Bochup so much, i just wanna eat... !!!! Seafood is my fav , ya know ??
Only both of us enjoying the crabs..mum totally not allowed to eat...
dad only took one small part of it.. he is not allowed to take too much of seafood now..


-Pork ribs with champange sauce-
-Steamed Soon Hock-
-Chillies crabs-

I even asked them how would other people of another tables think if they were noticing our table.. haha === 2 pitiful old folks watching their daughters enjoying the crabs lolx lolx..


^Took a cranky pic after dinner^

Having some downs..

At times, just cant help feeling so left out or isolated between friends and close ones.
Maybe its just me.. i know i simply cant fit in as i can feel miself unable to be open with my feeling anymore..
I hv too much confused and overwhelming emotions within me now..

I'm going thru a very hard time , trying to balance my mood and emotions...
which i guessed those around me would just never get to understand, to them this is my 'privilege'.. , afterall everyone of them are so fortunate and lucky...how would they ever know what i really need now..
i'm always hoping and looking forward to occasions, how pathetic life can b ya ?

ok, pardon my low mood rantings...it just hurts sometimes...



Off to take the birdnestz mum has made fortnightly....which is good for complexion lolx





Shall be meeting some special ones this coming week... ^_^ yippee !