Great weather... raining cats and dogs outside now...
Cleared a day leave today .. needed a break and partly requested by my mum... why ?? see below...
Tried to clear some office mails this afternoon but dunno why it kept giving me error dialog when i was trying to send out/reply the mails.. Kaoz.. made me create a yahoo acct to reply those urgent mails.. dunno if the problem will persists or go off... suay man !!
Which led me to in boliao-ing to msn Val, MJ, May, Jinlong and him to disturb them lolx..but everyone was so busy to entertain me..

However, took my nap then and just had my dinner...=)
What mores can i asked from a rest day lolx

Some updates :


Have been craving for KFC since monday, whole company even laffed @ my crave
.... finally had it yesterday.. so shiok !! ...

The most drastic thing happened in the middle of the night that i almost wanna cry out and went bonky...
The itch was BACK and was teribblyyyyyyyyyy itchy and lumpsome everywhere !!!
Both legs were full of LUMPS and some on my arms...

I was woke up by it @ 330pm and i couldnt bear the itch and started scratching all over me..
Quickly popped the pill and waited for it to take effect...
At the very moment, really felt so helpless... =(
Mind will then boggling about ''that'.......
how i wish got people to sms at that hour and to kpkb at =x haha..i guessed i will get a lot of swearing and cursing if i do dat

I really dunno whats wrong with me.... skin problem ? prob with my blood ? Aids ?? lolx
Even tot of waking parents up but after thinking 'what for??' and disturbed their sleep
Luckily, i managed to get back to sleep @ 5am...
Now legs all full of scratchmarks...*sobz*

Why my mum asked me to take leave today... Well, to clear the mess of my wardrobes hahaha...

^Piles and piles of clothings..... ^

I really got too much clothings and some dun even wear le or some i dun even rem i did bought it hahahaha..
Even thrown away 2 big rubbish trashbags of clothings but still need 2 wardrobes for my clothings.... mum nagged and nagged while we packed thru the clothings hahaha.. she asked me to stop buying clothings.. haha dats such a diff task for me sia..

Was quite disappointed with the outcome of my efforts i did on something, but well i really dunno what actually is wanted or what i should do, already find all are NOT making senses to me ... cant help feeling it to be so confusing, ya know? but well its just so hard to put it into a positive way.
Lesson learnt -_-"



My mum bought the new taiwanese drama [[ 我們結婚吧 !]] for me today ... so happy..! ^_^
It is acted by 賀軍翔 ! Haven't start to watch thou...
Haze wanna borrow from me ?? hahaha

A drama summarizes taking about 逃
(running away from reality, feeling , getting past all fears and past issues etc. )
Hmmz... how familiar..
However, hope it is a happy ending drama..
Life can be beautiful de...=)

Quote from the drama , i found it quite meaningful...

當我想哭的時候，我就一直講冷笑話..盡量讓自己大笑..但是眼淚還是會流下來…
逃會成為一種習慣的，你不能老是這樣，要學著去面對問題。再說一直逃你不累嗎？難道你從來沒有想要安定下來，待在一個人的身邊一起過日子……

Think later pop a pill before bed to prevent the skin irriatation to re-appear and disrupt my sleep. I cant help feeling i'm a drug addict =x
But cant afford to lose sleep... back to work tomorrow ya know..
Dun wish to be a stony at work..

Currently luv this song by Li Sheng Jie i uploaded in my blog very much, hear it .. its very nice wor !!