Mood hasnt been very good due to work... but well not gg to brood on it, if not i will start to feel that all works i m doing juz suxz big time, well actually indeed all suxz !! Hate all the works, why am i always assign to stupid tedious work that requires endless follow ups and managing ??????
I am just a small fly... for goodness sake!!

When things went smoothly, all will start to earn credits.. but when things don't, all start to point fingers and dun appreciate of the things u hv done.. Damn it!!
Maybe changing a new environment aint a bad idea ???
Maybe i should go work for other depts ??Hmmmz...
There are too many boliaoz office politicssssss for me to cope !!

Went to pamper miself with some shopping after work..
.. got miself a top and 2 skirts...
And i have also received the parcel today ,i hv got miself a brown lace belt for only $8
(outside shop selling @ $13.90) from online
ok ok i know excuses to splurge $$... but it does help to ease some misery haha.. excuses again..

After reading Val's blog mentioning abt his dad...- worsened my mood..i m really wordless...
Really felt life is so fragile and humans can be so helpless when you hope you could at least do something to ease or help....Sighz..

Why do people always react after things happened ??
E.g. Manager starts to react boliao after the audit..
People starts to regret when something/something is gone
People starts to repent and cherish...etc..

When thing is there or someone is always there for you, really dun have to care le ma ???? really so bothersome to care ma ??? or u think they will always there ???
Human Beings !!!

Xing is going to be a MAN tmr... hope u take good care of urself and grow more matured & charming in the next few yrs lolx...

Really hate having cloudy mood...didnt sleep well yesterday, also getting quite paranoid recently as well .. haiz..
Keeps feeling something bad is gg to happen.... i wsh it is only me that is thinking too much..

... Very Tired...