Back to work today, and as usual emails in the inbox were simply only one word to describe - TERRIBLE !!!

Then my GM early mornin 'on-call' me into his room and held me back for the whole morning...arghz..from when am i been accounted for such dumb task !! Really suay! Watever tedious boliaoz things always i will be asked to get involved.. damn damn !

Really so sick of the work !

Am i going to resign to fate or change the fate ???

I have also made appt for the mini comestic surgery on Friday, no point keep hesitating or hv the say-and-no-do attitude.. so plucked my courage this time....

I just wanna gain some self-confidence somehow..

However, i shall consult 1st then maybe proceed with the procedure immediately if i feel comfy with it .... see how thing turns out on that day..

Haha.. wonderz what should i do next in .next mth ??? lolx...

Feeling rather tired still...sleepy !

Last night had a scary & eerie nitemare that startled me tO wake up.. *shivered*

Shall try to sleep early.. if i can...