Agnes is back from her maternity leave today....yeah means i will be withdrawing from the docs duties officially from tmr onwards.. hahaha...the 1st thing that came to my mind when manager announced the news to me was -- Great!! i could finally take leave without much hesitation... ..thinkin should i take leave on Fri (find it a bit late to apply now) or maybe next Tues ?? hMmmmz.. cant decide yet...
Then after, i'm also going to be very busy very soon due to the incoming ISO auditing..
A mega headache that is...

After work, went for a short shopping @ Dhouby Gaut.
I bought miself 2 skirts and a top...a bit disappointed as i still could not find a polka dots top and also polka dots skirt...found one but no S size left...=(
Polka dots Polka dots , where are you ??? hahaa...

Getting new computer is put on hold as Daniel and Ben Nan Ren suggested me to wait till next PC Show as the price will still slashed even further...
Since i am not in the hurry to get one , then wait lorz.. unless suddenly my current computer decided to go into insanity.... but well i still got a laptop as spare, no fear..

These 2 weeks, have been sleeping at almost 2am daily, so i'm feeling so shag now..also felt whats the point of doing face masks etc while i dun even try to sleep early everyday haha...contradicting ya ???
Well, i dunno why.. i m exhausted but i simply cant drag miself to bed at 'early' timing...
Maybe penny of my tots, always feels that when things seemed to look perfect but it actually aint...
Have been feeling like that for quite some time,and i' m kinda getting so tired of it...

I might be swayed at times by my anytime-going-to-explode emotions by the things that have happened around me...
but at the end of the day....looking back...since I made the choice...why not trust MYSELF...?? Eeerr..... why? dunno....

I just hope the rough days would be OVER once and for all despite i dunno if thing is going to work out with this fighting-alone battle...

How many would know what exactly they want in life?
I bet most of us live the life as it comes...though some may have plans..well i cant speak for everyone...
...My career is still like that hasn't grow with the $$ ....and then also
the constant"non-existence" of me as ever felt....

I dunno if i'm doing is right...what i was doing was right...what i ever did was right.....
Wonder if this path that I'm taking would eventually lead me to where I wanna be ...

Humans change as time goes by...human change with each experience they go through...different factors in life might have caused that change...but sadly...most of the time..others would associate those changes with people one mixes around with...
Worst of all, more often then never...some people judge even before they can think...
so is it fair?? is it really FAIR ???
Well, i guess some would say life is never fair ya ??

Humans are weird creatures really...
when one dun says anything much about anything...they start to assume and tot they are able to read that mind and then taled that assumption as a fact...
However,sometimes when you think you know everything...something remains unknown and lerking in the dark...and some might take pride in hurting someone...and eventually it always kills the spirit...diminishes the faith, passion and everything else that comes with love...who to blame ???

There are so many questions left unanswered...;
For I know...if faith dies out...wat else is there to rely on,
But bottomline is...perhaps after all, i left with no regrets....just hoping for a magical touch of a little care and luv...=P