Sunday, March 19, 2006;22:08
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++ Tired Body & Mind ++
Nowadays always gota take care of mum and household chores till i m so tired...Hands ache, bodyache...simply everywhere oso ache
Every weekends also need to go supermart with sis to get some groceries.
Woke up at 9am today..then started to 'take care' ... din rest at all.
Mum is getting so sick with those bland meals that she is kinda getting so easily irritated and frustrated these 2 days.
I have to keep thinking other types of meals to cook for her...
Most headache thing is my mum is so fussy with food.
Most things she dun take de, this dun eat..that dun eat.. she only eat certain veges and fish..meat cant eat too much, dad said chicken got chicken flu...salt cannot too much, sugar cannot..
Aiyoooooo dunno how to cook for her and yet she is getting so pekcek with daily meals now.
She pekcek till flared up said wanna find a caterer to cook for her..
Today afternoon made macaroni for her..but was a failure as i couldnt add much things into the soup..so it tasted so bland and macroni was too hard that she couldnt take it. So she asked dad to make plain porridge for her.
Dinner time, i cooked something different.. fried fish with tomato sauce..and plain fried shitake mushrooms
She said felt so much better smelling something different.
She finished all..^_^
However, everyone is so headache, dunno what to cook for her and my dad was only taught to cook 2-3 dishes from mum..
Mum will get nauseous if she smell those dishes again...
I must go search for other alternative ways le *super headache*
She also cant wait for me to get home to cook after work.. she gets so hungry easily now.
These few days she is oso getting insomnia..always couldn't get to sleep even she has taken the sleeping pill... This affected her mood too..
Forced herself to sleep but cant.. haiz really dunno how to help her..
I m thinking to find some hobbies or things for her to keep her occupied..
She is not allowed to go out, always at home, cant do anything oso can brood too much de..
Recently getting more and more phobic going to work.
Cant deny having the tots to resign sia.. get miself out of their hella place!
But haiz.. where got so easy? ai resign jiu resign meh ?
Couldnt go out enjoy as well.
Must get home to check on and take care of mum after work.
Scared dad couldnt cope alone as well.
Wanna go out, also have to wait till wee hours liaoz lorz..
Hope after 6 months later, everything will be back to normal...
Mum also felt so upset on the tot of her illness, she has made whole family suffer with her..
Crazy her! whatever happen..whole family sure will always by her side and support her what!
Sherr|ne 
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