Tuesday, April 26, 2005;15:01
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All the arguments, fussing and fighting they did seems like that's all they ever doHow she wishes all these will ever come to an end
Memories gone in selfish vain ?
Hurt in pain due to his thorough lack of sensitivity ?
His insecurity have swallowed him whole ?
Those hateful things he ever said to her are not words of pain cos afterall it ain't that interesting to him as he thought
She wish she is heard when she cried out in the middle of the night but all she heard was him breathing under his own world.
She don't want to think of him on how he wanna juz make 'her' happy
She don't want to think of him on how he always give in & refuse to hurt 'her'
She don't want to think of him on how he only respects 'her'..
....if 'she' could ever replace what they have..
However, she accepted all these in pain cos she understands him
'She' doesn't know how much they went through
'She' doesn't know how much they shared
'She' doesn't know how much pain & misery 'she' has caused her & him
She hates to think he is not emotionally enough to take care of his happiness
She hates to think he doesn't know he deserve to be happy too
She hates to think he can't truly be free the way he wishes
She tried everything, nothing came true
Each day ended, emotionally blue
Woke each morning, try and try again
Each day ended,in emotional pain
Her daily attempts, mending the torn
Each day ended, emotionally forlorn
They all have ended the same, rejected & distressed
Jokes now on her....with her emotions now all in hell
Laughter for 'her' ..
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Went shopping after work today
Bought a few clothings .. *Cheers*
Something i must have every week
Try it out.. but ONLY if you love VINEGAR
*No money back guaranteed from me* LOLz
-Updated again at 10:45pm-
Sherr|ne 
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