The sun is shining but why it's always raining in my heart

We shared something special,it seemed to have no end
But now it hurts me just to remember your eyes used to tell me so much
Those words could never be find anymore
Now all you say you don't know where your future lies

It hurts me the most just to know that i am never part of anything about you,
you left me an empty world
I cried, i begged , i prayed but it all seemed useless...
you can't give me anything at all.

We've been hurt before,saw love walk out the door
In the end... Actin' as cold as ice
It's just a foolish game we played
you always left me here alone with all this lonely heartache

There are places I remember but you don't
There are sweet memories i remember but you forgot
There are so many things i wanna share with you but you reject
There are so many feelings i wanna tell you but you pretend and walk away
Whenever i said my words, i really wish they would be heard

You say you do when you don't --
you say you will when you won't.
You make me laugh make me cry --
you make me live make me die.
You put me in put me out --
you make me scream make me shout.
You pick me up put me down --
you make me queen make me clown

I have keep on running, following your pace
I have tried complyin' to your choice
but you just never care..

How I loved your that peaceful eyes on me, do you ever know?
How i missed your caring hugs and warm kisses on me, do you ever know ?
No..No..No.

I dreamt I got myself a shotgun
I blown my brains out, that is when you won't bother me no more