Thursday, April 27, 2006;23:19
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真是夠了 !Again got disappointed...i shouldnt hv that glimpse of hope when i should hv expected the outcome..
Without that hope, there is no disappointment.
Who to blame... I myself to blame...
Thinkin back of all the things, i am getting more and more hateful ....
I hate it when i can only bottled up..
I hate it when i m not allowed to state why i am not happy..
I hate it when i just cant voice out anything..
I hate it when i have to be what he want
I hate it when i can only do wat he like and got a'No' when i want to do what i like
I hate it when he loves to 折磨 me
I hate it when he is easily 不耐煩 by me
I hate it when he loves to 大吼大叫 at me
I hate it when he told me 你什麼都不是
Is that what he wants from me ?? To be a dumbass ??
But why do i feel sad when he got angry and depressed ?
Why do i feel heartpain when i see him worried ?
Why do i feel so useless when he got sick ?
Why do i feel overwhelmed when he is contented ?
What is wrong with me ??? Shitz damn miself!
Sherr|ne 
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