Tuesday, December 06, 2005;23:22
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++ *Needz time to collect my mood back* ++
Haven't been really feel like bloggin after learning the sad news these few days...
I am always like dat de.. always tend to think too much or brood over things too much...
Not to let my mood goes even down, i have refuse to read any of his friends' blogs for the time being...esp. they posted some pictures of him..see le very pain in the heart..
Somehow i still couldn't really accept the fact bahz... i have even find it hard to get to sleep these few days.. sighz...
He was the 1st and last friend i know thru friendster, tot back how we met up, our jokes etc.. .... really regret not showing some concerns or care for a friend even i know he was very down..arghz..
I tried to deceive miself, maybe this is the best way for him to feel better from his 'miserable' life bah...
Even music i heard or places i bumped into before that related to him, i will think of him...
Really need some time to collect back my totz and mood back le...
Really thanks to someone who pei me today..as least i could forget the pain of losing a friend at dat moment..
So pls all my friends & dat someone.... must Live 'Hao Hao' de !!! Don't bring such pain to me...
Now thinking if i should take leave for a break tmr...Very tired emotionally and physically. *thinking hard now* ..next few days i won't be free to take leave.- must decide asap so i could msg my manager abt it.
Have tried around with someone today to get a pearl white bag i have been wanted to buy, but all places we went the white bag SOLD OUT le..I was so so disappointed!!!
I MUST find it coz i really love dat bag....
So i am thinking should i take leave then noon time go shop for Xmas gifts and the bag...
Haiz...i now having a heavy heart and a heavy head...
Just finished the taiwanese idol drama "Devil Beside You" by He Jun Xiang and Yang Cheng Lin that my mum has got for me.. i love this show a lot..
It is very meaningful and from the drama you can really learn a lot a lot of things about life.. worth watching !!
Will blog again after i feel much better...
Sherr|ne 
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