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Sunday, June 29, 2008;21:29 Y


++ Stress .. Stress... ++





I seemed to be really under stress recently..soon will it turn into depression from work ??

Having insomnia but only in the afternoon when i tried to nap.
2 days in a row, i tried to nap in the noon but my mind just refused to rest!
Arghz!
My body is so so tired and yet it refused to rest..
this kind of feeling really sucked to the max!!

With such a tiring body, i simply unable to concentrate to do my work, can even analyse and think...*Sighz*


I seriously need to plan for a break very soon..

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Went Changi Airport yesterday for walk walk and also thought of doing my work there , however the batt of my lappie died off damn fast before i can do much -.-""



We have Sakae Sushi for dinner there.
I was so full till i almost wanna vomitted le and yet he still can had fries and nuggets at Macs after that.
*faintz*

We left airport @ 1130pm.
Then to our surprise, the last train to Boon Lay has already left.
Means we got no train back hme le...

We then took the train to Tampines and unfortunately also no bus le, except for Bus 38 to Bedok.
Dunno why, we just boarded it haha.. and like going 1 big round around East !
We seemed LOST! hahaha!

Almost 1am...we arrived in Bedok Interchange..
Obviously in the end, we have to hail a cab home..from the east back to west
Guessed how much was the cabfare.. almost $33 !!! WoooooWoo!

Got hme almost 2am... bathed and KO..
Wat a day !!



Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |21:29|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x



Sunday, June 22, 2008;21:20 Y


++ 其实我也可以幸福的.. ++






其实很久没把我的真心话BLOG出来了,
今天有些感触...

以前的我,一直在他后面追着他...非常努力的追着...
每次都问自己为何要那样??
每次都问自己这样真的幸福吗??
真的很辛苦..很累...也很痛...每天心痛..
可是..心里知道因为很爱,很爱他....
所以不想放弃..
只希望有一天他会不顾所有给我我所要的幸福...

等待。。。。。。。
在静静的夜里等待。。。。。。。

思念。。。。。。。
在静静的夜里思念。。。。。。。


后来,毕竟后果不是我所要的..也觉得很无奈..
只是一直问上帝..我真的这么难得到幸福吗??
为何我这么努力,也得不到幸福??
我其实要求很简单..


一直以来,以为自己,除了他,不可能会再喜欢上别人..也很难再很习惯跟另一个人..
我一直这样以为的,也以为他也跟我一样..
毕竟我们曾经经历那么多..


但说真的,我一点都没恨他..很奇怪吧!
因为我了解他,所以我不恨他..

但是很多东西真的很难预料的..

现在的我,发现..
我已经不在想他了..甚至有点忘了他的样子了..
让我有点错愕..

现在的我,有些改变了..
有时很快乐,一般很轻松,
但有时很复杂,一般很混乱。
说不好我的生活到底是个什么状态

真的好久好久没有这样的感觉了,
被人疼,被人爱护,被人爱..
真的,被爱的感觉真的很好...!!

....其实我也可以很幸福的....



'''现在另个他'''在无时无刻的保护着我。
总之就是一个混乱不堪但却有幸福的生活..


我其实从来都没告诉过'''现在另个他''',
在我心里真的很谢谢'''现在另个他''',
'''现在另个他'''让我重新收拾起好心情,开始我新的旅程



Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |21:20|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x



Wednesday, June 18, 2008;22:02 Y


++ PSP ++



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sorry for the lack of updating again LOL

simply lazy .. plus busy with a lot of stuffs & work..


Now sme1 still made me busy with 1 more stuff - PSP !!

Haha i always not into games..but now i m engrossed with SIMS Castaway!
Play in the train, play before bedtime...play during weekends..
For the time being, i have a FREE PSP , which makes my bag so heavy nowsadays.. ^^

Considering shd i go get the pink one which is more suitable for me..
but on the other hand, i got a free one to play now, why bother to waste $ to get another 1 hahah!

Ok, more updates this weekends..

time for game !! LOL



Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |22:02|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x



Saturday, June 14, 2008;21:58 Y


++ Dinner @ Lau Pa Sat & Movie Night ++


We took almost half a day to think what we want to eat for dinner, partly we wana catch a movie after dinner..
Wanna go for buffet but doubt we have the time for that if we wanna catch a movie..

after much discussions and arguments haha..,
i came out with the last decision..

To have BBQ Seafood @ Lau Pat Sat then movie @ Tiong Bahru Plaza


Ordered BBQ Stingray, BBQ Lalas, Veges, fried Tang Hoon and..


..Satays..
in the end, i only ate 1 of the satays..LOL

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Then we went Tiong Bahru Plaza for the 920pm showtime for Kungfu Panda.
The place was simply crowded with people, especially kids..

Very funny and cute movie i would say.
Indeed entertaining and relaxing to watch..
I would give 9.4/10 popcorns ^^



Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |21:58|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x



Saturday, June 07, 2008;23:50 Y


++ *KTV Night* ++




Not sure if it was my 1st time to Spageddies..LOL
dun rmb..but shd be lar..coz aint familiar with the menu there..


Ordered the seafood platter..not too bad..


I ordered Crayfish with steak & spaghetti..


Actually, i ordered for him pork and chicken combo set..but guessed the waitor got the wrong order..
Turned out to be Lobster and Chicken with Spaghettic..
He was totally not prepared for lobster and did not enjoy his meal..
stupid right ???

But i was simply craving for his lobster *droolz*
obviously, i have some of it from him...LOL


taken off guard..
i was looking @ a cute baby girl at the opposite table..

After makan, we went Kbox...


Guan Liang & m3 ... haha!



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Cam-whored while he was busy singing...




Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:50|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x



Thursday, June 05, 2008;20:02 Y


++ Random Update ++









On thursday, mum smsed me telling me 'no dinner at home' @ 530pm..

Then decided to ask MrBen to go dinner tgt..
We went Chinatown for porridge and frog legs..

On way home, walked past the pasar malam..and made him get me the ezlink sticker for my ezlink card.. he got himself 1 too..


Left : Mine
Right : His..


So kawaii ya...

Got home then got to know why my parents din get me my dinner ??
Mum actually totally forgotten abt it till they have got home..
*faintz*



Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |20:02|


x*~~* 我一直都在你身后等待 ­*~~*x