I am on leave for 2 days again..went Orchard with my Special one yesterday noon..
He took leave to accompany me =) what more can i ask for right ?
In the noon, Orchard also so many people..^.^" *kickz all away*

I have decided not to get that Right gift le.
Managed to get a set of new bedsheets for my new room lolx..
Its so heavy, luckily got special one to carry for me =)

It seemed to everything going into cycles again..
Same month same situation..same stories...OMG!!!
When will it ever end ? So many lessons to learn in life ???
Are the obstacles going to end ??
Why things always need to go into so complicated ne ??

I really cant deny the saying of "what comes around, goes around"

Someone just told me are there any time u felt so guilty of anything u have done so much hurt to those who loved u so dearly and yet your selfish nature just continue to hurt them so badly ??
The way u hurt others, one day someone will hurt u back the same way.. how true is that ??

Well, wat i feel as long as i did it willingly, despite still got hurt in return..
afterall,i did all without any regrets le..
However, forgive me for what i have did as that is what i have to do now..
It might be a stupid way but i just have to do it to regain what i should have..- fruition of the outcome of all my desires..

I m so glad and fortunate to have such loving and wonderful family...^_^
I din really suffer much in life - what i wan, they never fail to give me..including moving home several times lolx..and now getting me a full-length mirror that costed $800 !! Siaoz rite but i want it!!

Every home has their own stories to tell...i of coz cant deny i m one of the most fortunate one..but still this doesnt mean i dunno how those unfortunates feel and going thru..
However i will help if i can =) but still depends on who i m helping larz ..
I'm a poor girl too..
haha like toking crapz here..

Why do i get a such strong feeling that someone in dire mood and nowhere to turn to ? hmmz telepathy ??
It is causing me heartpain for reason i dunno why.......the pain = 10x more what is wrong??