I seriously dun care how others see me or read him...

But i cant care less how others really stomped on my feelings and tots..

Was i totally dat blind with the looks in his eyes...with my gut instincts , connection etc..all these while ??
i seriously doubt so...

I know he aint perfect..simply a lot of weaknesses & fears...but i still choose to believe my heart...
If that is our destiny...i will accept and follow the flow....just dun put me in such LOWISH , NO DIGNITY position.

Maybe u are juz tryin to 'help me' see thing in another odd way..
but pls dun mess things anymore.. it brings more conflicts in relationship and the friendship..

I'm already phobia on all these...=(

*Misguided msgs messed up my tots, feeling and sleep.....*

rather upset :(

tot i will be the one who eventually will take him there,
in the end ....... :( :(


It won't be anything special anymore... =(
yes..wont be special le..

Manager is back to office - super sianz 1/2
Then dunno why everyone's mood totally changed 360 degrees haha..
i oso got easily frustrated.. i hate to work!

When Manager not around, dun hv much problems..

Once she is back.. MORE phonecalls and also MORE problems.. wahKaoz..
Luckily i am going away from work for some days soon !! Yeah !!


Passport photo taken - needed for my new home - i looked damn dumb..haha but who cares..lolx..


^i got miself 6 dresses in 2 mths haha but found out i dun quite like 2 of them - still will wear it then discard one side lolx


^3 new pairs of heels^

Things to do :
Need to get accessories..
Need to get ready a lot of things..

I wanna watch "Happy Feet'
Going for manicure & pedicure on Sat..
Might be going to tidy my hair on Sat evening...see how 'hardworking' i can be
Gosh !! so many things to do....bz little bee lolx



^Saw something so 'familiar' on my registered parcel today^

Also received a sweet sms from someone this morning :)
Simply made my day a happy one.. ^_^

Roy was lazing @ BQ TCC.. then he jio-ed me for dinner..

In the end, lazy him refused to move his butt after we discussed for about 20mins on where to have our dinner..
he even DARE mentioned abt going Orchard for dinner etc...kaoz him.

He asked me to go over BQ and find him and commented the place is rather cosy with beanie bags.. -_-"
Lucky him, i m a very easy-going person, so after work i went over to look for him.
I warned him to make sure the place is cosy as he mentioned, if not he die lolx..and also to
well-feed me with the food there coz i m already hungry...



I ordered the Kahlua Salmon, as you can see the serving is so small..
Jia like no jia like dat
So i ordered dessert too !! - Dunno what Summer Berries..

He ordered Teriyaki fish..
Think my Salmon looked more tastier :P





Tried out their Lavender Tea.. purplish colour, quite scary for a drink lolx..
But not too bad..quite nice..
Miss the tea @ Mr Beans...=(



He showed me some funny videoclips on his laptop..
The volume from it with all those laughters from the laptop really made me paiseh sia
He still can asked me 'You will paiseh one meh? wahliewwwzzz you think people all as thick-skinned as you??
I guessed people around us would find us rather irritating ya lolx

He paid for the meal as i dun have 'loose cash' ,moreover they offered 15% for Citibank Card - he had it.. so he paid lorz lolx lolx..
Thank You Hor hahaha...

At home, after hours later, i m hungry again...
This Roy never well-fed me *rantz* haha..

I have to make cup noodle....



I accidentally scalded my hand :(



*Gossipers make my life difficult for me*

Manager and Management are outstationed to Egypt for a week + , damn shiok !! :)
Everyone is simply 'enjoying the PEACE' :p

Val & Jane are even creating their newly born blogs @ blogspot..at times will stress me with the HTML codes.. i so long never change blogskin, so some codes already forgotten...really killing my braincells sia..

In the end, tempted me to change abit on my blogskin lolx


^The list of the dates i m on leave pinned on my board lolx- long enuff ma ?^

Few days ago, dunno why had swollen left eye...

My Swollen Eye....Damn painful..=(

Dardar did jio-ed me for dinner but with my swollen eye, i refused to meet him hahah

so fast.... that day has passed again but ... ..sighz still dunno what had happened..what mistake i had done till so serious ??

I think if i die now, i sure die with regrets lolx lolx


My breakfast @ JP ...Loti & Half-boiled Eggs *yum yum*





Finally finished watching Princess Hours..Goong.. nicey nicey..!
The teddy bears in the show are also so CUTE !!!

I luv Kim Jung Hoon - and also his character in the show...but so sad for him in the show thou
But still Shuai Dai Le esp. his smile !!



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Without manager around .....,


^Relaxing @ work^

Met my special one for dinner after work on Thurs ...:)

^Spotted my special one ? ^


He ordered Lotus Root soup with Pork ribs , Sweet & Sour Fish & Oysters omelette..=)

Looked delicious ??


lolx.. cute pic of m3 rite ? lolx pukez!!


The 2 pineapples @ home.. the left one damn HUGE !!
The fruit i HATE and NEVER will eat !! yuckz..

A lot of upcoming events or things to do soon....