Feeling rather happy today... ^_^ why ? just feeling happy lor... hahaha..
Havent felt so delighted for a long time le..
Had a surprise, had a treat and had a moment of being [__?__] (for myself to know lolx)
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Totally slacked @ work today...i should be rushing my work but then i really bo the mood..and i guessed my manager did noticed me surfing on the net =x hehez..

Met up with him for dinner @ Fish and Co. after work
As usual, we ordered the same old thing...

Suddenly, i remember an old hangout resturant we always patrol but then the one @ PS has closed down.
However, there is one in Raffles City...hMmmz always say wanna go there but never go..

However,thanks him for the treat & sorry for putting him in dilemma in a situation coz of my existence
( i guessed so)...

Another happy thing is that one of the dresses i got online has arrived today... and i luv it !!!! =)

Wanted to talk to him but i predicted he shd b having his supper with his bro le...=)
So i should head for my bed and catch more sleep....

My dardar dated me for dinner today but i was unable to make it..got family event..=(

After work, parents came to fetch grandma, my sis & I to Goodwood Hotel for the food tasting...


-Can you see how much i luv my mum and sis ?? haha-


-The slogan Cool sia-


They have HUGE mirrors all over the place...


-The resturant for the food tasting -


- Very oriental style -

We arrived quite early but the other family was late for almost more than 30mins++... -_-"
Waited till all buay tahan....but still cant make noise...

Finally they arrived and immediately we started on the food tasting...
The younger ones taste and commented on the food while the old folks into their discussions..
There u see some stressed faces... some moodless faces hahahaha..

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Majority of the FOOD tasted :


-Lobster cold dish - Nice !!
- Sharkfins - Nice too..
- Smoked Duck - Average to me...

-Spinach with Abalones - Not too bad
- Garoupa - the fish was a HORRIBLY big one so the meat was quite 'tough'
- Prawns.. - the nicest!!


- Scallops with Brocoli - Normal...
- Dessert, redbean soup with lotus seeds - Very sweet!!

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The discussion in progress.....

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M3 .....


^ in the resturant , in the toilet....and..


m3 enjoyin the tea...

Finally,...... The whole family!!!


^The Most Lovely Family I have^

Whole session almost ended @ 10pm...we fetched grandma back before we headed home..
Was so tired ya... + Monday Blues today..

Already 2am...time for bed....Zzz

My 'Special one' came over and he brought me to Crystal Jade for dinner yesterday, knowing i havent had my dinner and i was all alone at home..^_^ , if not i think i would be staying home eating maggi mee le..


I ordered liver and kidney porridge and some roasted meat.. Yum Yum !!
Enjoyed the dinner so muchie.. the porridge was still as good, haha maybe i was too hungry...

Well, still thanks 'special one' for accompanying me for dinner and of coz the treat =)



Then met up with him at 12am to Lau Pat Sat for supper....
I wasn't really hungry, but still i went...haha..



He ordered bbq stingray, sambal sotongs , vege and something we hv always wanna try - zu zu..
Well, actually the taste of zuzu wasnt dat great, quite bitter but quite a cute experience to suck the 'meat' out..and i kept having problem sucking it out..

i admitted i am not as skilful as him haha



I couldnt eat much, got too much caused me to have gastric pain..=(
luckily the pain subsided after the stroll as we strolled slowly to BQ before heading home..

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Read something by a friend unknowingly and greatly brought an impact in me..

It just got me sooo depressed...
Felt sad & vexed knowing another thing that led to my disappointment....

oh well, i think my emotions got me again & my mind went wild again too lolx...

Sometimes i dun ask, i got miself into depression and got into my own assumptions..
Sometimes i ask, i scare i ask too much... haiz...haiz...

Something i really hope people will feel and see clearly how lost, how hurting and how depressing the people around them are as in putting themselves into their shoes..

and then know how much they are hurting their loved ones on the another hand..
i bet not everyone could do that..afterall humans are selfish...
They are not the one got hurt but the one being loved...

When you are comforting and lending ur listening ears to them, do you ever think that person also needs you by their side too ??

When you keep them company when they are bored and lonely, do you ever think that person might also wants you by their side too ?

Sadly, guess not.

Which girls dun like to be pampered, which girls dun like to receive gifts from the person they love, which girls dun wish for a guy that could willing do anything for her under the sun to make her happy, which girls dun like surprises ??
I think i will be the most fortunate gal in the world if someone treats me dat way now..

However, now i know i never get it... or even try to demand for it coz i always think just having the person i luv happy around me is much more important to me that i will do anything just to make him happy..
but now i realised i m so so wrong...

Yet still this person is that someone could bring happiness, and bring joys to ur heart..

I never know there will be another that will be labelled with that 'term'...
That term i thought it has been always belong to me...
The term that has 'tattooed' in my heart.. =(

Realised certain things have changed and i seriously dun like that changes.. but ntg i can do there..changed meant changed le..
Maybe i just dun fit in anymore..

Now i wish i could be given just a sign..

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Had a weird dream some days back ..the weirdest i ever had.. i actually dun remember much details abt the dream le..

I dreamt of Joshua of I not Stupid.. lolx
In the dream, we actually knew each another sia and hahaha i think we were kinda close somemore... wahahah...It was weird but it was a sweet one hahaha.. i wont go into much details on it.. sounded dumb if i do hahaha...

Have been rather lazy to update recently, so a short one here.. haha.. will try to blog more when mood permits ....

Boon Teng's Mini Bday Celebration

The birthday of our ONLY gentleman in our dept..
We all shared the cake and he got Rocher choco for us as appreciation..^_^



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Have a treat from him at Yuki & Yaki @ Marina Sqaure..
1st time we tried out there.. well actually the food not too bad but we din really eat much as usual..why sia...?





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Chewing Gums lookalike tibits from the boss.. actually its like prune or whatsoever..


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Have finished watching Zaizai's new drama [[深情密碼]]
- Very nice !!
Its romantic , heartwarming and touching despite the ending was kinda of sad one......
Wonderz what will you do if i told you i will only get to live for the next 3 months ??
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Penny of tots ::
Thinking of the promises that have made but guessed only one got fulfilled =( , thinking of the whys , thinking of the disappointments ...
Letting it flows.....flowss...
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Anyway, I will be moving to new home in Jan 2007... yeah!!
Its time for me to turn for a new life with new lifestyle !!
Will be staying rather near to Haze hahahaa.. welcome m3??
Think next time go work gota take train to Boon Lay in order to get a seat wahaha !
The intention of getting a new computer has to be postponed again as dun wan to move too many 'old' things over to new home...

Then might be planning to go for a short holiday before end of the year if time & mood allow...=)

Gota work tmr.. suxz haha... carpet washing in office somemore..
Next week going to be very bz @ work... *sickening ISO*

My fringe is now damn so short that i hv no choice to clip it up at times..quite cute right lolx
Dardar's friend said i looked like 24 years old wahahaha...
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Met up with my dardar after work @ Bugis today...
[p/s : he is just my cyber dardar not real dardar ok..
we hv been calling each other dardar for some years already]

Hesitating what we should hv for dinner, we wandered around Bugis Junction and found all restuarants and even the foodcourt were so packed !! So we decided to walk over to Bugis Village and try our luck over the resturants there..
We landed ourselves @ Breko Cafe..

I ordered Steak while dardar ordered pasta...
[din remember to take pics of our food..haha as i was totally too busy eating it]
The food considered not too bad, just that they had my steak too done... quite disappointing on that, the mashed potato was nice thou..

Dardar has promised some friends from chat that he will turned up @ O Bar.
So he kept psycho-ing me to go with him which i simply did not have a slight intention of going.
Partly, i was not even dressed for cheong-ing - haha then he said he will buy new clothings for me to change.. .siaoz !! hahaa


- Our table and the order slip lolx -


- Presenting my dardar ~~!! - Yandao bah ? anyone wanna know him can leave me a msg lolx -

Anyway we chatted @ Breko till 8+pm and then i decided to accompany dardar to walk to Mohd Sultan before i headed home since he treated me for the dinner...^_^

We took a train to Cityhall and slowly strolled to O Bar.
We chatted a lot all the way there...

When we got there, this dardar kept forcing me to go in for a drink with him... *faintz*.. other than dat, he found out the birthday girl and others will only turn up after 10pm i/o 830pm..
dardar felt tio cheated lolx

Bo bian - so i accompanied dardar to walk around robertson quay.. quite a nice scenery at night..
However the end part, i still got psycho-ed in going with dardar to O Bar hahaha..since he said he wanna pay for me wahahaha.. no lar coz i din have much cash with me, so he has to pay for my covercharge and drink ^_^
Inside so dark, i bet no one bothered what i was dressing anyway lolx...

After 10pm, people started to come... the birthday girl, some old friends and new faces..
All so shocked to see me there .. hiakz..
however, I am already a non-chatter... weird feelin there when all of them intro-ed each another...
Only those old friends will know who i m, however they started to give weird looks when they found me with my dardar & asked weird questions.... omg! as usual... chatters world ! anyway i m already out of there..

I saw DNA, eastking, yuki, nammie, andrewlight, HBK and my jonathon ahboy lolx..
some of them hv changed a lot..botak one with hair now, slim one becomes fat one.. etc haha

dardar then got abit seh.. then smoked the 1st time infront of me -_-" know him so long, 1st time seen it... then he started to turn cranky and started to tok rotz liaoz..

At a moment, dardar walked over to talk to Yuki, so i was left alone at the seat... there came this guy who was bday girl's friend... he suddently sat beside me and chatted with me. Scared the hella of me sia.. but still i stayed calm and chatted with him..he gota know the bday girl through clubbing
*i almost faintz there* haha...
i think he should be around 19-20 yrs old and bet he doesnt know my age dats why lolx lolx...
However luckily after few mins, dardar decided to go off.. so i followed him and we both left the place and headed home...
I told dardar about the guy, and he replied me "wow u still got market value like me arh" ?? kaoz him ! haha

On the whole, i quite enjoyed the night ^_^
Thanks dardar for the treats lolx


^The lightings there simply not suitable to take pic... so i onli took one, not clear sia^

10.09.2006 - Evening...

Went uncle's place for dinner as grandma has demanded us to go lolx...she made her speciality - pig stomach soup and CRABS !! again crabs haha.. bochup.. eat even skin irritation pops out...in which now the 'rashes' still comes n goes.. kaoz.. i m simply relying on pills now !!! helppp !!





and within 5 mins, i hurt my finger by its claw.. damn ! but still i continued to eat it despite the pain on my finger hahahaha..


^painful- BLOOD !! hahahaha^

13.09.2006 - Night

My usual hairstylist smsed me the other day , informing that she has changed her working salon to Chinatown point..
lucky sia, i was about to get my hair done and she just happened to drop me a sms, if not i would have went to find her at her old workplace ..
So i decided to go on wednesday... my hair ends are getting so dry as it grows longer... however, i forbid my hairstylist to cut 'alot'....haha... so this time she dun dare to cut except for my fringe lolx....
i had the hair treatment but i still feel hair is still dry hMMmz...

Also realised she has opened the salon with a friend.. so everything for her is to start from scratch as a boss...and bet she has 'brought' along a lot of her regulars (including me) to her new salon.



Got my hair done at around 9pm and then i went to shop around before headed home..


- all the nice lightings along chinatown... so nice man !-

14.09.2006 - Night

Met up with XI to catch a movie...
Heard the show ' The Devil Wears Prada' is not bad... so chosen this show than to Little Man
I would give it 9 popcorns / 10 popcorns..
i enjoyed the show very much but XI dun seemed to lolx.. i bet he was just too tired and this show is more liking for female species...
He has been working for many hours for the last few weeks...so he kept yawning the whole nite..
-_-" and he kept suan siao-ing me the whole nite !

Well, the show talked about if one will change to suit the environment etc...
Will feeling and oneself's self character, wants, intergity still remain ???

Have you changed with the new environment and new people around u now ??



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Up and downs feelings... siaoz lolx hahaha

I am SOOooo into Shorts now !! hahahah !!


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Feelin rather ups and downs now... always got affected when i found out some things that led my mind to run wild... Woot ! Woot !!..
Go sleep le.. .NiteZ...