Sunday, February 05, 2006;01:03
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++ finally some updates ++
Decided to update my blog despite i m quite tired and lazy.. not much inspiration to blog hahaha.Ok .. No work on Saturday.. then spent time watching the burnt vcds i got from online of the balance episodes of "It started with a kiss" - Left one more episode to gooooo yeah!!
At about 7pm, felt very hungry and then ben nan ren juz happened to sms me at dat time so jio him out for dinner together.
Craving for satay...so we met up at 8m and went Lau Pa Sat for our dinner.
All the satay stalls !
We ordered satays , la la , bbq fish , vege and Prawns -
These 4 prawns the most ex - $27 for 4 shrimps hahaha
The interesting part during our makan was that when i was trying to bring over the prawns nearer to me... i carried the plate with one hand...then i was talking to ben nan ren and then ben nan ren said something like i will drop the plate.. The VERY moment , i really dropped the plate and spilled my drink and the satay sauce to the floor.. dirtied my skirt a little thou...
When it happened, ben nan ren walked over to my left side (he was initially on my right) , i think he wanna clean up for mess or what..But then he sitted down and realised all mess was on the floor mah.. i puzzled and asked him "Why u change place?" .. hahaha then he oso dunno why.. then walked back to my right side hahahahaha...He hun luan by my clumsiness lolx
After makan, we headed Parklane for some pool games... my performance not too bad, at least not as chamz as the previous games had at Marina Square.. still ben nan ren always won the most games larz... he always bully pple at pool de wat .. nothing new right.. i bet all his classmates should know that too wahahahahhaha =x (he's gg to kill me)
Then after.. dunno what to do ... we walked from Parklane to Cineleisure.. then i suggested find a place to drink and sit.. Came across a cafe in Cineleisure and saw they operate till 5am.. So we decided on it.
Haha eat again.. I ordered strawberry crepe , it was very NICE ! .. Then ben nan ren ordered his fav. CAI .. Chef SALAD hahaha...
^Tempting rite ??^ Must try
^Ben Nan Ren thinkz the cup is more nicer than his FACE wahaha^
We have a long talk.. it has been very long since we really have serious talk with each other (coz he has always keep to himself plus he always luv to ti gong now) I know he always luv to avoid things he dun wish to ans or oso dunno how to ans... he felt this way thing will be more simplier, which he never know it complicate things and people around him at the same time...
However, it was kinda good having such chat with him after so many great years haha .. somehow can let me realised some things and also confirmed some things i have been feeling or analysed him about ..thou something he has said did disappointed me.I can really concluded i really do understand him much more than himself... haha.. is that a good thing ?? ...Nah ! hahaha the whole night i kept telling him if i havent had known him 7 yrs ago, i believed my life is definately different and confirmed better as compared to now...To be frank, we both know that.
We are going into 7th year of knowing each other le...we wanna see if anything gg to happen btw us (again) lolx... he is asking me to dare him bah ?!? hahahah
Although we still tend to talk about certain things indirectly or maybe tok in very chim way..i guess with the understanding we have for each other.. we both dun need to say so much oso will get each other's meaning bahz...A lot of things i know he still unable to say wat he wants de, even towards me.. he think too much... a simple thing also can think till very FU ZHA..
He wasnt like that as before... he was quite open to me last time...but well things always change around us.. not to say a person...I also hv tend to keep my reserve towards him since 3 yrs ago..
Although i will never experience what torment he is getting from home.. but after so many yrs.. dunno oso can know le.. jus never will get to ti hui nia, all i have been doing is put miself into his and imagined i have such a home.. if not i think i have long forsaken this friend le.....so a lot of things i have forced miself to manage to 'forgive' his nasty & hurting remarks or maybe weird, abnormal behaviours since then. He change very fast.. one moment he can be nice, the moment he can turn horrible... but then i think i have managed to cope dat le... Haha li hai bah !!
We can chatted from 1am till almost 4am WOW! ..coz ben nan ren was so curious to hear all wat i wanna said abt him since the past till now lolx lolx...Yes he changed into more fake.. more hypocrite.. more idiotic le hahaha. He may be always laughing , jisiaoing here n there.. but inside his heart not like dat de lor... he is becoming an Ahpek le!! haha
He actually act to be happy lor.. juz like me.. i always seemed so jovial and bubbly .. but who ever wil know behind those faces, a depressing heart ne Life still goes on mah.. cant be everyday face stoned stoned or black black wat....
Well to me, his biggest change is that he is always keeping to himself , avoid reality..avoid true feeling. avoid a lot of things thinking that in this way his life will be more peaceful and he wont have to face any BIG problems....Aint he timid as wat he said ? oops =x But too bad one thing he can never change which i never tell him dat nite... dats he is still a SOFT hearted little thing wahahahah!!
Oh no.. i got so much to say... hahaha.. well..i cant go on lor if not this post will never going to end le... Haha i of coz have many things to say abt him, known him so long le...know his past.. know his present...However, leave the balance tots abt him inside me le...
Before i end, i juz hope one day very soon he really can do and get what he wants in life... really hoping to see that day soon... =)
Sherr|ne 
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