I'm feeling damn lousy now....i can't even get things to work right.. and i have tried, i honestly do. ..but sometimes it's just not right for me. ..Things just dun turn out the way i desire...
what do i do then?

Desires to please others, fears of angering other people, worries about disappointing or hurting other people, so I try to make people happy , make people pleased...and show them that i'm happy too even when im uphappy, i'm always smiling....
I tried my best to do that and it's never ever good enough......sighz dunno....i just dunno...
Is it me or are they just hard to please ?!
They are far more concerned about themselves, what makes them happy, and what people can do for them - not the other way around.

6 more days for my upcoming birthday...i dun feel excited as before anymore...
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