Got my increment letter 2 days ago.. hmmz can say under comparison, not bad le...but i was not very pleased with it.. maybe i expected it to be much higher bahz...

Today off work at 715pm, with a friend , we walked all the way from Raffles walked to Riverside Point LOLx.. wrong move..too long a journey...Walked thru Boat Quay then Clarke Quay then to Riverside Point. Legs ached like hell !! moreover, was hungry & thirsty

Wanna have seafood feast esp. chillies crabs, so i suddenly tot of Jumbo Seafood Restuarant at Riverside Point...Called up for reservation, but was told it was fully booked...next available timing at 930pm...Looking at the time, 830pm le.. so we decided to go ahead. Always have wanted to eat crabs,but always tio bluffed or tio tua.

Finally today got 2 friends accompany me to eat .. so happy!

As we still got 1 hour to spare, we shopped around the place , i got miself a pinkish flopper and hahaha..Japan imported milk tea-($3.80) for just a bottle of it(mineral bottle size)... LOLx... No choice, i really love this drink after i went to Japan. That time in Japan , everyday i sure to buy a bottle to drink.


!~ My pinkish flopper from DMK ~!

Clock stroke 930pm.
We ordered quite a lot of food despite we only 3 persons.
We had baby kailan, bamboo clams, scallops, cereal prawn, Soon Hock(a type of fish) and of coz the chillies crabs!!! what a fulfiling feast!! All dishes were brilliant!!
The price was quite reasonable as well.
Had a great time, we joked , chitchat, eat etc. , made me laugh non-stop till tears flowing out of my eyes again...

We left @ 12am coz the restuarant closing for the day le...yawnz.. later still gota work.. sighz

Trying not to be late for work everyday ... arghz tough task for me....


o~*Chillies Crabs !!!*~o


~*~ Stolen Shots ~*~

My colleague's mum passed away last Sat, therefore yest after work all of us , together with my manager went to pay the last respect which was at Tampines.

Once we aligned from the train, all of were so engrossed with all the food at the mega Pasar Malam @ Tampines Central. So many stalls!!! ..got prata hotdogs,japanese pizza, takopachi, chicken wings, burgers etc.
As most of us were very hungry, we bought the prata hotdog
(hotdog wrapped with roti prata), it cost $2.20 each..quite ex sia.. but it was very very delicious..

We stayed at the wake till about 10pm...
Thinking of the LONG journey home by MRT , i decided to take cab home.. if not by the time i reached home about 11+ le.... However, we returned to Tampinese Central 1st to packet some food home , but unfortunately the shop selling prata hotdog closed le..we were so disappointed.

In the end, i bought hotdog waffle & takopachi....
After i boarded the cab, i immediately dozed off in the cab till i almost reached my home... guessed i was too tired esp. it was Monday . Really sia, even i felt the journey home by cab oso so long.. ..one end to another end.. pengx - $18 for the cabfare..all of my colleagues said so "chor"


Eating ~~ Hotdog Waffle & Takopachi(octopus) *yummy*

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Hmmz seemed like this month or so not very good month, overheard so many people passed away...1st my great grandmother, then my colleagues's mum, then today was informed by my mum, one of my msia relative's dotter-in-law passed away coz of just a swollen pus on the feet...so chamz...
Then also today heard my colleague saying her fren's wife(just married for 2 yrs) passed away due to infection & dengue fever.
Heard all these felt so scary....
Life is really short... really gota treasure every moment.. if not who knows what will happen tmr..
Everyone gota take care of ur health.. alot of bacteria & virus around nowadays...^_^

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i love the way i used to love you,but now i only hate it.

I looked up to the sky at night...
Sunday...Monday...Tuesday...Wednesday..Thursday....Friday...Saturday...
All I saw were only dark clouds,
no stars, no moon... so cold...so was my Heart.

Got up around 11am today.
My family decided to go IMM for breakfast cum lunch plus jalan..
Got IMM at around 1230pm, hmmz we went Long Beach Restuarant for breakfast cum lunch
*dunno wat my parents were thinking*
Had Peking Duck, Buttered Prawns, Fried Fishhead etc. for the 1st meal of the day..
so weird LOLx

After jalaned around for HOURS.Suddenly, saw a very big crowd at one of the parade.Then realised 4pm Fann Wong will be there to promote her new album.. *pengz*
Already so crowded, around dat time lagi worse...so many taking cameras..getting ready to snap their idol once she appeared.

Haha the funny part was that my family was just plainly shopping around then we walked past the carpark from opposite where those bodyguards were stationed there to await the arrival of Fann Wong. When we were halfway entering the mall from the carpark, Fann Wong appeared by few feets beside me hahaha so near me.... Then started to see the crowd geting ready to go nutz...i quickly informed my mum who was infront of me that Fann had arrived, walk faster and SIAMZ !!

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A Sudden Tot
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At times do you wonderz what kind of friends you have around you.

When they need you, you seemed to be always by their side.
But when you need them, they are never there for you.

They only think of themselves, care for their own welfare.
They just never seemed to spare a little bit of totz & feeling for you.

They just never know how hurtful disappointments & pains they could bring to you.......

i will never forget the days we once had.
the days when you were everything to me.

my mind used to tell me that we'd be together foreverr.

but now i realize that was all a big dream which makes my heart shatters` into a million pieces.

i sometimes wonder if you still think of me and love me
or if to you i'm just a face in a crowd.

i wish so very much dat one day
we can have it all back.

but for now, i sit here silently
remembering' all the memories we once shared.

hoping that one day you will feel the same and
put back the pieces of mi broken heart



your existence is what makes mine now.

if love is painful and tortures us so much
why do we love?
why is it all we search for in life?

this pain, this agony?

why is it all we long for?

this torture,this powerful death of self?

maybe because its lurrve

Have you even been in love?
Horrible, isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens your heart
and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses.
You build up this whole armor for years,
so nothing can hurt you,

then one stupid person, no different from any
other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day like kiss you,
or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you up and leaves you crying in the darkness,

It hurts. Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.


Its a soul-hurt, a body-hurt,

a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

i hate i love

cos sometimes you dun even know

..............why it hurts so much........................