Gota sleep early today...Nitez All..Tmr then update le lolx...

updated again on 31st - 11am =D

Feelin sianz with work, so login here to blog while waiting for lunchtime hahaha lolx..

My mummy has been preparing breakfast for my sis and i everyday since last mth..so nice of her..
Every morning got "Ai Xing Mian Bao" ..
*Xing Fu De Gan Jue*

Today was late for work againz.. well i know lar as usual and expected...coz almost everyday 830am i still at JP lolx..My mummy also has given up waking me up everyday le hahahaz..

Thou i was very late le, funny part is i still can bumped into 3 of my colleagues(same dept) at the TP mrt...all oso late..winner liaoz lorz..All still can strolled, i told them if our manager was walking behind us, saw the way we strolled to work, sure vomit blood..

Its also Payday le...but sianz 1/2, it means the day to pay all the bills as well..Just login IB to make all my payments.. Seeing the $$ got lesser just in secs wahahaz...
Really wonderz people work to pay bills de ? lolx..

Yesterday intended to sleep @ 10pm after the YCYC show but in the end got to bed at 11+ pm,.. but at least dun feel dat sleepy today at work le..Juz feeling sianz at work.. *dreaming for Holis*

Xing, Haze etc have also started school le, no one to accompany me in msn while me at work le.. *sighz*
So everyday at work boliaoz surf around.. or else see who online that can let me jisiao = see who tio suay aim by me lorz wahaha

Hahaz feeling quite happy this week, dun ask me why..
i also dunno why.. just feel relieved n happy in a way.
I feel that to stay happy is gota be good to miself 1st.. if i dunno how to be good to miself, how to be good to others and make other people happy ne ?!? Right ?? Si mi sai theory i got lolx..


你快樂﹐ 就是我快樂。。
我快樂﹐就是大家快樂。。

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生命不是用來尋找答案、
也不是用來解決問題的，它是用來愉快過生活

少說抱怨的話，多說寬容的話；
抱怨帶來記恨，寬容乃是智慧

少說諷刺的話，多說尊重的話；
諷刺帶來記恨，尊重增加了解

少說拒絕的話，多說關懷的話；
拒絕形成對立，關懷獲得友誼

少說命令的話，多說商量的話；
命令只是接受，商量才是領導

少說批評的話，多說鼓勵的話；
批評只會破壞，鼓勵一定助人

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |22:00|

Sunday, May 29, 2005;22:50 Y

++ -[Lack of sleep]- ++

Only managed to sleep at 3am ... ... and gOt up at 930am today...(-_-)Zzzzz ...



Heavy rain around noon time, was quite boliaoz in the car so took my hp and take pics of the dark sky then .... the heavy RAIN !! My photography not bad bahz...*_^

Went out till 430pm, almost ai collapsed le...really buay tahan...had heavy head and eyelids...
So decided to rush home to rest , if not tmr how to go to work
(thou hoping best dun need to go work.. *dreaming of MC* lolx

Once i got home, immediately went into concussion till 8pm...know why?
coz stomach grumbling le...it needs food..lolx lolx

Therefore, got up and have a warm bath....then was thinking to take instant mee or go out eat, eventually decided to walk to Jurong point for makan..
I had Claypot chicken rice.. *reminded me of the claypot rice in Chinatown* >.<



Fortunately, managed to get back some hours of sleep, if not i think one day i will go into coma... lolx... or maybe blacked out and collapse..then admitted to hosp ?? lolx... like dat will get MC how many days arh hahahahaha.. siao le

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |22:50|

Saturday, May 28, 2005;15:54 Y

++ ~ My Yest ~ ++

I really power le, from Mon till Fri all slept after 2am...(-_-")
Luckily today no work, slept till 11am to catch back some sleep...

The night(shd be morning) before yesterday, was playing a fool with MT with our msn nicks...played till almost 2+am.., she wanna snatch Jay from me lolx .....dat si wugui kept chasing me off to bed, asked me mai play le, moreover said we 2 siao ginas *hmph*......
Till the end of the playing, still tao yan MT , always made me cry (T_T) lolx ..Juz kiddin, she so adorable mah *shiverz*

Yest noon Haze msn me and asked me something, she made me super slapz forehead sia lolx but she won't let me disclose what she has done that led me to slap forehead =X so i gota respect her hahahaha ... U wanna know, go ask her bahz hahahaz...

As promised her to show her my Melody collection, so took pics of those melody i have in office 1st...
I still have some melody at home, see when got mood slowly take pics of my collection, got Keropi, hello kitty and forever friends etc lolx



After work yest, went Orchard to accompany a friend and realised it was the 1st day of Great Singapore Sale. So crowded...

At Far East Plaza, saw so many nice new fashion clothings but haha i din get any , dun wanna spend $$ ...maybe next mth bahz...=D

Also came across a shop that sells alot of nice pendants for guys but too many to choose till i eventually give up..my friend said i too ma fan...lolx but really too many nice ones...very difficult to make up my mind mahz..

Well, then just got myself a pair of earrings and a pair of sunglasses...


(Just took it at home with my sunglasses de, the only pic of me with no make up lolx)

This week has been so lazy.
A lot of 'must do' tasks , all din do... ^.^ bedsheets oso lazy to change, m i in rotting process ? hahaz
Nails was too long also, i finally pekcek till trim it neatly yesterday after my bath.
Haha a saying "世上沒有丑女人﹐ 只有懶女人"

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |15:54|

Thursday, May 26, 2005;23:53 Y

++ -[Boliaoz Me]- ++

Nothin' much to post today... hehe ntg great happening worth mentioning today..
Still as usual sleep late, and late for work..lolx..keep a lookout of job for me le bahz ahaahaaha ....

So boliaoz , post the pics of miself i took today ...mai pukez hor.. =D

Think its time to change the color of my hair le... yeahz.. hairover time either next week or week later.... also thinking to trim cute cute short fringe wahahaz...

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:53|

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |22:30|

Tuesday, May 24, 2005;00:04 Y

++ Again Still So Tired ++

Slept late again yesterday... hmmmz what is wrong with me arh? LOLz..
Tired n sleepy but always dun go bed early.. really pai si of me...@_@
Now going to 12am le....still mai go rest.... Hmmmz..

Everyday having problems getting up for work then always late for work =x
Goin to kanna warning le...Hallelujah ! lolx

When i m really tired, i simply no mood to work.
Today simply find some simple tasks to do at work, then chatted with Xing..dun even feel like moving around..lazy me... Simply rotting at work...

Haha Xing has been chatting with me at work ever since he is having his holis .. he told me today he only got left 6 days more to 'show' me his 'rolling' on the bed coz sch reopens next Monday.
(This is him trying to haolian at me telling me he is rolling on his dumb bed and able to lie comfy on his bed while i m still at work feeling tired...kaoz him hor)
However, on the other hand, really find him nice to chat with coz i sincerely feel that he does listen to you when you are chatting with him...*_^
Moreover, still waiting for him to intro HIS hui to me...he mai let me snatch *cry*
j/k >.<

Today after work, went to get a new keyboard...and ARghh!! i hate this new keyboard... so stiff!!! Used till i pekcek! Think got time then go buy a better one le...really lousy in getting PC stuffz.. *Sighz*.. Now Qian Jiu 1st le... See how long i can tahan tis si keyboard
*Hammering the si keyboard*

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |00:04|

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |00:29|

Sunday, May 22, 2005;15:02 Y

++ 心思-好想你 ++

我的心思你懂嗎 ?




最開心的事都是關於你





寂寞的夜晚會一個人獨坐發呆





會對著天空不斷的詢問你在哪裡





最難過的事是我對你的愛你一直視而不見

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |15:02|

Wednesday, May 18, 2005;23:48 Y

++ 想 ++

【很想】

........
很想和你講電話到通宵.......
很想和你講話.......
很想聽你叫我笨蛋.....
很想聽你的聲音..........
很想和你一起到山頂看日出.......
很想和你一起到海邊看看海的壯觀.......
很想和你一起去世界旅行.............
很想和你一起吃晚餐...........
很想和你一起在寧靜的夜晚看星星.......
很想和你一起四處去玩.......
很想和你一起同甘共苦...........
很想和你一起玩電腦遊戲........
很想和你一起出生入死........
很想和你一起過情人節.......
很想和你一起看月亮.........
很想和你一起打保齡球........
很想和你一起烤肉...........
很想邀你一起住........
很想和妳分享一起逛街的感覺......
很想和你一起看電影.....
很想和你一起過每年的生日......
很想和你一起游泳............
很想和你一起騎腳踏車.......
很想和你一起裝可愛.......
很想和妳一起在一月份的日子裡感受過年的氣氛.......
很想和妳一起在十月份的日子裡把自己送給妳......
很想和妳一起在十二月份的日子裡迎接聖誕老人的來臨......
很想和妳一起坐飛機環遊世界........
很想和妳一起淋雨........
很想和妳一起吃宵夜.........
很想和妳一起照張屬於我們的相片.....
很想和妳一起去公園散散心......
很想和妳一起訴說我的心意......
很想和妳一起去露營......
很想和妳一起感冒.....
很想和妳一起耍嘴皮.....
很想和妳一起睡覺.........
很想和妳一起做家事(你做我在旁邊陪你).....
很想和妳一起數星星.......
很想和妳一起跳舞.........
很想和妳一起吃泡麵.....
很想和妳一起贏得勝利....
很想和妳一起白頭到老......
很想和妳一起留下美好的回憶......
很想和妳一起爬山........
很想想著妳........

很想逗妳開心.......
很想在妳哭泣的時候抱著妳.....
很想在妳難過的時候安慰妳.....
很想在妳感到害怕的時候安撫妳.....
很想走進妳的房間裡........
很想實現妳我的夢想..........
很想無時無刻聽到妳的聲音........
很想在我心情起浮不定時你會在我身邊撫平我.....
很想在我難過時妳會安慰我................
很想確定我沒有自作多情.........
很想在妳生病時細心照顧妳.........
很想在下雨天的日子裡..與妳共撐一把雨傘......
很想和妳有默契......
很想和妳抱抱.....
很想變成妳的守護天使......
很想把我的感覺告訴妳......
很想改變所有的錯.....
很想緊緊呵護妳.....
很想用梳子幫妳梳頭髮......
很想講笑話看妳笑的表情....
很想珍惜我們的感情....
很想看妳傻呼呼的模樣....
很想帶妳去玩雪..丟雪球給妳.....
很想靜靜的看妳睡覺.......
很想創造一個屬於我們的奇蹟......
很想的不故意要惹妳生氣......
很想放縱自己愛上妳.....
很想感謝妳.....
很想捉住妳的心.........
很想跨越一切障礙愛妳...
........

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:48|

Tuesday, May 17, 2005;23:58 Y

++ 只要你快樂 ++

Why can't everyone be the same ?

Hate it when this wound has to be open up every now and then

Feelin' more extra, more of a pain in the neck , more lonely and more unwanted as before

If things could be easy..i wouldn't be in a predicament..things ain't as simple as it seems..

To tolerate all the nonsenses..no one know how difficult it is for me

"The greater one's hope, e greater one's disappointment"
I dun wanna be a letdown le..realy don't want to..


'I still believe everything happens for a reason, do You ? '

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:58|

Sunday, May 15, 2005;21:50 Y

++ Competiting is bad for health ++

Got up around 11+am today, checked my hp and saw a sms reply after 1 n half hours..
真是離譜﹗*Doubting*
One day i also must revenge *LOLz* .. but...... i where dare.. i m so scared of that person de... =X



Went Expo to jalan this afternoon...

Didn't realised today got so many shuai ge with nice dress sense there.. *droolz*

Met a shuai ge there named Alvin (see below stolen shot of him by me) *L*
He is a designer sia... got very captiving features ..
Moreover, he really look like my 初戀情人 during Sec Sch days .. haha *Blushz*



Hmmz today's mood much better le...

After jalan-ed , after much tots, came to realise everyone want a part of 'him', and he is being pulled into many directions..and obviously he cant be everywhere at once... but then everyone expects him to do so..
Sadly, i am also one of them ..... but then i am the someone who always lost in all the compeitions mah .....
Think i go play other sports better...soccer is out le , too many fighting for a ball hahahaz...

Yesterday night before i went to bed, out of nowhere a phrase i used to say many years ago popped into my mind...a super boliao phrase

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去做你要做的﹐
你知道我在哪

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Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |21:50|

Saturday, May 14, 2005;21:13 Y

++ Emotional Distance ++

Before ...........After in a second

I thought my hope will come true, hopin for a small compensation for my disappointment
Still a meaningless number since Feb
All i can do now is pls let me for this while

Plan got called off , turned out to be a clearer reflection of reality
Tired U are, doesn't do it to be mean or nasty but
y U have to make it so obvious times to times ?


'HeS' capture U and always got U so occupied till not a single word, Y U love to place me as inattractive irritant boredom ?
I thought from 'him', U should have know how much hurts it can bring but empathy is not wat everyone knows

Have i been wrong on that phychological bond btw us
I thought we share a sense of sensitivity but a 'haiz' wasn't even understood
Just needed a caring word to keep my mouth shut is such a great demand for U
I have told U dat day that U have learnt to talk quite well but realised U still failed to master it well *L*

I thought it should have matured and strengthened but in fact it has been damaged from the prolonged torment & ruins



Trying hard to meet the emotional needs of you, my aim in life to make U happy
It is human nature to pursue happiness
I still remembered U want me to be happy too but how ironically it is when U are always the cause of my unhappiness

I always tried to face my fears to take the hardest initiatives
It takes me so much courage to face them
Setbacks & rejections are in fact always predicted and always get

Totally hit me hard on the ground this very moment
Strivin for control of my feeling
Exercising restraint all along was found not appreciated

Patience is bitter ...
Patience drained
Persistence drained
Determination drained

Within us - the See Saw, from this day i will not sit with you anymore
As i always got myself sinking and struggling into the pool beside it
I need respect much more from the need of pity

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有因必有果
佛怕因人怕果
没因那来果
还来还去
都离不了轮回
倒不如放下包袱
能够得道
朝生暮死
早离世间的苦海
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心中的"他" - 真的好愛他

He is my soulmate
He is someone i hate that doesn't know how to pursue own happiness
He is not accepting his true feelings
He cannot fully open up

He does feel the difference when he drifts
He doesn't know how much my heart aches
He is affected when he know unhappiness due to his behavior
He does not get depessed over it, in fact he gets angry with himself and then he lashes out at other people including me

He gets frightened and pulls away.
He is truly scared what future holds for him
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Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |21:13|

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |02:09|

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:52|

Tuesday, May 10, 2005;11:47 Y

++ Is this m3 ? ++

It has been days since my last post. Mood wasn't that good so i went into 'hiding' *L*
Why ? Hmmz the demon in me took over me again bahz... and therefore I know this time i MUST go into hiding if not the demon will conquer me and i will get hurt again from it which will turn me into a hateful person. I have promised myself i have to control dat demon 2 years ago. I never wanna see that devilish me ever again...But who will ever understand why the demon wanna come out so much... is he feeling injustice for u ? did he got depressed by u ? or is he juz feeling bored ? U gota think for yourself on that .....

So I don't feel like talking to anyone...not a single soul.
I need to go in battle to struggle & fight my emotions.

What did i do during my 'hiding' ?
Find things to keep me occupied.
Unable to sleep, cheong vcds all the way till my body can't take it. yeah i watched a very sweet Korean drama over the weekends.

As i didn't came online as usual for the last few days , Haze got puzzled and so she sms-ed me showing her concerns for me..so sweet of her.. thanks girl ! Though we just known each other for a short time but she always will give me a short caring msg to check if i m ok..It truly warmed my heart,let me know at least there is someone there still cares for u...
Sometimes friends you have known for YEARS will not even bothered of doing so...
Sometimes all i need is just a pat on the head or a caring hug but well at times it seemed so difficult...
Thats life bahz...

Sunday was Mother's Day so my sis & i treated my beloved mummy & daddy for a nice dinner at Crystal Jade Restuarant....Didn't celebrate much this Mother's Day as on Friday, we had already had a small celebration together with my granny, uncles & aunts.
To be frank, i m really very blessed with GREAT, lovely parents.. no matter how useless i may seemed to them, they still love me as much...it at times hurt me so much when i have made them so disappointed in me.. =( .. I know i could make mi life much happier and simplier which may lighten my parents' worries about me... but i think i still lack that courage to change my life.

During my 'hiding', i realised these few years i have changed myself in always escaping from fears, loss & regrets.. i used to blurst out every happiness and sadness easily and this at times angered other pple involved or around me .....but now it seemed at times i have learnt to keep a lot in me... a lot of emotions but seemed difficult to put into words or even find someone who i can able to confide to.....well, indirectly it has slowly trained my tolerance with a lot of things bahz hahaha...Is that good or bad leh ??

As i m someone who cries easily , I did realised 2 years ago, i was unable to cry, tears will refuse to come out even when i m watching touching or tragic shows , heart ached only... that is not ME... i what oso cry one...Even once tried to pinch miself very hard on my arm to make miself cry out... as they said if i cant let my tears come out means i m 'sick' coz my tears all flowing in my heart...
but recently i found out very little touching scene etc , e.g when the actress/actor cried in the show, i will follow suit and it will be uncontrolled...like water tap liaoz ... I really dunno whats wrong wif me...Siaoz liaoz maybe ... Little neglection i cry, little care i cry, little things did for me i cry... think the 'water' kept in there too long liaoz hahaha..

Well, Everyone has a 'demon/devil' staying in them...once u let him come out, he took control over u...it will be quite difficult to tame him into u again... unless u able to give him the security and make him stay guai guai in there.
If you let him take control over u, things might got complicated or decisions made will led to regrets..

2 ways i have learnt to tame that demon, in order not to got myself into insanity and end miself into disastrous situation..... 1st always ask or drop hints to clear ur doubts, it really worked, at least somehow it eases ur mind......2nd, but when you don't have the rights to ask to even probe....go into hiding...hide with the demon and bore that demon.. he will then got sianz and stay in there hahahahahaa..but well dun always do the latter, one day without your knowing, he will rebel..all accumulated will resulted into even more disastrous consequences...

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |11:47|

Friday, May 06, 2005;01:50 Y

++ [- Peace Within -] ++

Some words spoke unintentionally or some hurtful things said may not be what it was meant to be but think about the heartaches that the actions sometimes may bring even when anger takes its toll.
Remember, for words can also kill and destroy..

I have knew it hasn't been easy.
I have knew there are times when it's tough,
I have knew that things aren't always fair, but that doesn't mean it should be this rough.
The journey can be a lot smoother, and life can be played by the rules.
Time passes so quickly in everything except when it heals my wounds.

Some days are better than others. Some are so much worse.
Sometimes everything just work out not the way i want it to be.
Sometimes it's so hard to get past the hurts & pains
With all my hearts,i wish there are more answers
The path ahead in fact have already been clearer for me to see....

Listen closely to my heart,for it will always speak the truth.

I have knew that things haven't been easy...and for i know i will always the one bowed in the dark times of doubt and of fear

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |01:50|

Wednesday, May 04, 2005;23:26 Y

++ = My Review about "Good Luck"= ++

Have just finished watching "Good Luck" the Japanese drama serial by Kimura.
So yandao & Cool..!! *L*
Its a pilot related drama which emphasizes the serious nature of this career that holds thousands of lives in its hands each day and a man's desire and love to achieve his dream

I enjoyed the show, i seriously feel that this show has plenty of lessons/examples for us to learn.
There were few episodes of the show that really moved my heart and made me cried. *Sobz*

The plot (case by case flight incidents and encounters) were carried through by the good performance of the cast and was overall entertaining.
You can also see the heroic act, family value and of course also the romance.


I have learnt : =
Lesson One:
One realised his/her dreams and should never give up regardless of any obstacles or difficulites he/she has to face..As long you have your dream, no matter how long, months ? Years ? its going to take to achieve that, never give up.. if you give up or never try, you will never know if u are going to achieve anything in ur life or maybe live in regret.Cause at least u know u have tried, even it has failed .. Bu Hui Dui De Qi Zhi Ji Bahz...

Lesson Two:
Even many people see you down, always have confidence in oneself. Once you got discouraged, u might fall forever coz you have 1st let urself down. Always learn from mistakes, you learnt from mistakes.. u are a better person after learning them.
At times the more mistakes you make,the smarter you get *L*

Lesson Three:
Most importantly never let a past/wrongdoing/unhappy memory/misfortune tied you down.
Let go of guilt, let go of hate, let go of blaming others, let go of self -pity etc. If you never going to let it go, you will always stay in despair/fear etc, always stay in that small circle of urs.
Changes come from acceptance and forgiveness.
It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
We need to look at the future not what that has already happened.
At times, your despair, remorseful/hate actions and decisions hurt those around you that loved you.You are also responsible of your own destiny also your responsiblity for wat you do

Cherish what you have now.
It's not only what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts too.

Sometimes u have the rights to be angry..but always remember it doesn't give you the rights to be cruel.

Lastly, I've learned....that it is love, not time, that heals all wounds...


.. time to sleep.. nitezzz

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:26|

Tuesday, May 03, 2005;23:30 Y

++ 所有的條件，抵不過對方的細心與體貼 ++

最近發現擁有'智慧'的女人是很幸福的，她們有智慧，知道不能改變男人，而只能接受男人；

知道一山不能容二虎，她們在外面獨當一面，在家卻做回小女人，把榮耀給予男人。

強是種能力，而不是種強硬的態度。

Story 1 ---
有個男人說:
在結婚前，他同太太進行過一次長談，太太鄭重聲明，她不喜歡吵架，但她又不至於天真的認為人會永不吵架，所以她要求他，如果兩人起了衝突，他應在一小時之內主動求和，因為他是大男人，大男人不應和女人一般見識，不要把不健康的情緒維持太久。

他當時還問如果不是他的錯怎麼辦？她笑著說，夫妻間孰是孰非哪講得清楚？

結婚後三個月便發生了衝突。
他太太因為懷孕嘔得厲害，而他本來就不解風情，不知噓寒問暖，加上工作繁忙，兩人因為小事便吵了起來。

兩人沒有說話，過了一會兒，他收到太太的一張小紙條，寫著：
『大男人，已經過了五十九分了，還不投降講和？還畫了一張委屈的臉。』

看了這張紙條，再也不忍心僵持下去，忙把太太抱在懷裡，說：
『對不起，都是我的錯。』


Story 2 ---

好友同我爭論了八年，關於愛情。

她說，真的沒有，別做夢了。
昨天，見到她，一切都變了。

她說，「還是妳說對了，真的有最美的愛情。」
為了那個男人，她放棄一切，月底要飛回大阪。

這個男人八年前，是她的男朋友。
後來，男人去了日本，對她的態度大不如從前，
她生性敏感，開始懷疑他，愈懷疑愈吵，吵到最後，
她說，分手，賭氣的話。
男人也沒有苦苦哀求，她從此恨透了他。

四年前，男人打電話找她，她心頭火未消，只是譏諷地說了一句，是不是想要加拿大身分，才想到她？

男人一句話也沒說，便掛了電話。

直到上個星期，她意外地見到那男人在日本的同學。
才知道，八年來，他一直沒交過女朋友，只是打工、讀書，還有三個月，就拿到博士學位。
當時對她冷淡，是因為他境況艱難，是因為他得了B型肝炎。

聽完他的事後，她立即辭了年薪八萬(加幣)的工作，決定去日本找他。
她對我說的時候，熱淚盈眶。

我問她，她不會日語，去做什麼？
她說，去中國餐館洗碗。

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好男人、壞男人
一個好男人有時是一個真正的壞男人。

有人說，一個人如果在面對他自已所愛的都沒有勇氣去追求時，基本上他的人生與事業也許也差不多就是這種程度了。

我非常認同，如果你生命中出現一個你真正愛上的對象，而你連如此深愛的人都不敢去碰觸，你怎麼可能拿出你的勇氣與行動力，去面對你的人生或工作上重要的抉擇？

你怎麼可能可以不怕一切去面對失敗及重新開始？

朋友中有許多位大家都認為是不可多得的好男人，正直、老實、單純。

但，有時我看到他們的另一半時，我會有更深的感觸，她們為了她的好男人吃盡苦頭，成為一個神鬼不懼的悍婦，多半也成為一個非常現實而實際的人，她們未必願意擔任這樣的角色，是她們的好男人讓她們不得不去成為這樣強悍的女人，她們或許犧牲夢想卻換來一個世故虛榮的罪名，她的好男人讓她承受了大部分來自生活的苦。


有許多女人有時寧願愛一個壞男人，也許這一個壞男人他並不十分忠誠，但是這個壞男人懂得用他的壞去負擔一些事，因為這個壞男人在某些方面至少敢做敢為。

我並不是讚許壞男人，只是我始終覺得人生有許多問題有時並非良善可以解決。

我只是覺得好男人並不全然像大家所說得那麼好。

並且，我心疼某些強悍女人背後的溫柔。

年少時，對戀愛的對象有許多原則；堅持只有達到這樣的標準，才願意輸送情意。

可是……看得多了，所有的條件，抵不過對方的細心與體貼……。

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |23:30|

Sunday, May 01, 2005;11:59 Y

++ My Labour Day ++

Went Sentosa with my friends

The most frustrating thing that happened early in the morning which really pissed me off was i have already reached Harbourfront at 1030pm and all turned up at 12pm to pick me up..as i was also carrying heavy stuffs - drinks, plastic utensils and tibits which restricted my movements around the place, so i simply cant shop around to waste off those waiting time. =(

Today Sentosa was very crowded with the fact that it is a public holi and many do no work/sch tmr..the queue at the shuttle bus was terrible and LONG.. luckily we all had cars to drive in..

There were about 20 of us.
The guys ogled at the bikini babes, we gals ogled at the macho dudes LOLx.
We have also prepared many food but then a lot was left.

Well basically it wasn't dat fun as we have expected. Partly coz majority did not have sufficient sleep due to they have 'cheonged' till very late yesterday.

So most of the time we were playing "The Monkey" , it was quite enjoyable but was quite tiring with all the running *L*
Moreover, the weather was so HOT..i so scare my skin tio burnt and darkened nia *Vain*
Gota apply my whitening cream tmr sia.

Around 4+pm , a lot of us were tired and some have left earlier.
Seeing the change of the weather seemed like goin to rain, we decided to headed back.
As i have family event in the evening, i took a free lift from a friend's bf to my granny's place for bbq.



BBQ

Arrived @ my granny's place.
It was raining... we bbq about 2 hours under the rain..
I was under the sun in the day then was in the rain at nite.. will i get sick ??
As bbq under the rain made the session quite tedious so we finally decided to give up and went upstairs..The best part was after we cleared everything to upstairs, the rain stopped *L*

What a 'happening' day..!
Whole body was so sticky and aching.
Got home finally @ 1030pm, washed up, bathed and chatted for awhile...
Wanna go sleep le...ZZZzZzzz

Sherr|ne [[ Fallen Angel ]] * @ |11:59|