No one is happy all of the time, but some people feel as if they can never find happiness. Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness.
Every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival


Feelings of
confusion,
Depression,
Uncertainty.

Where do I belong?
Where do I go?
What do I do?

He is everything to you but realised you are never even a part of him
Pick up the phone but realised no one to call or what should I say?
Deep inside is the urge to scream.At what? I dun even know...

Trapped.No escape.
Have the need,The desire,The want,For release -From pain & disappointment.

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.

I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,What is to come, to my dismay.

As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression

But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,

But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight....

How many times have you feared something - a change in your life, a person, a new environment, a possible illness, a new job - but the thing which triggered the fear never materialized at all?
Sometimes, the events did unfold, but the fearful factor never turned out anywhere as bad as you had imagined?
That's the problem with fear - it cripples us and our ability to live the present moment and handle the coming ones.
Some fear is good - it can drive us to improve, to appreciate people and what we have. But excessive fear isn't.
A person overwhelmed with fear can't be a happy person.

Face all fears, and conquer them. Convince yourself that, the majority of the time, your fears remain just that - your fears. They never actually do take place

Happiness is more in our own hands than we realize.

Happiness is as much a decision as it is an emotion.
You can decide to be happy! It's in your hands!

So how do you feel about this guy ?? Self-centered? Selfish ?

It takes you so long to realize who you need, and it's not always the person you want to need

It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before

Ask yourself this question and answer it honestly :

"When you are happy, who would you want to share your happiness with?" The one you think of is someone you love.
Ask yourself another question and answer it honestly :

"When you are sad, who you want to share your burden with?" The one you think of is also someone you love.

If you think of the same person when you are happy & sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't think of the same person, I would advise you to chose the one you are willing to share your sadness with.

In life, there are more sorrows than happiness. There are too many people that u meet that u can share your happiness with, not necessary your lover.

Of course, I will be very happy if I am the first person to share his happiness. But, if he is sad, I will be too willing to stay by his side & ease his pain. Only then, will I believe that I hold a very important position in his heart ?

When the person is always around you, you tend to take him/her for granted..but when he/she is gone, you then realise that you do need him/her..the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them..

Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have been betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt before. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But, what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past ... you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches...How many people can actually achieve that ?

However, Treasure what you have...

Time is too slow for those who wait.

Too swift for those who fear,

Too long for those who grief,

Too short for those who rejoice

But for those who love...Time is Eternity.

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do

There are times when you cant decide whether to see the person you love or not, you want to see him/her because you miss the person but there are times when you will feel you dont want to see that person because everytime you do, the fact that the person dont see the way that you see, they hurts you even more

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late......

I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name