Have been frustrated over work since Thurs.
Friday actually has applied for leave, need a break from work..but my manager asked me not to take it..fortunately ntg was planned for this leave as dat ben nan ren bo eng for me... if not i sure grrrrz again...

More duties and responsiblities have been entitled to me, it may seemed coz the management recognized your capabilities so they put u all in charge but in employee 's point of view, that is extra work..beyond your job scope..and pay is still the same.
So many colleagues are having much higher post and pay than me , and yet i am the one being asked to doing what those higher posts shd be doing..wahkaoz..even my senior executive said how much the company pays you, you producez the amount of work.. yah how true...
but that is reality too if you are asked to do the workss...

What i detest most is my manager always love to ask me for meeting at the very last minute in which i may have arranged or have appt after work..but she is the kind won't let u go or even ask u to cancel your appt even after several rejections from u.
She told me she has given me a very good appraisal and i must prove miself..oh pls i have yet to see the bonus yet and didnt i have proved for my past performance all these while ?? gGrrrz..

This happened on Thursday. I have already arranged to meet dat ben nan ren for dinner after work but at 530pm, my manager told me to attend the operational meeting which only consists of the top management ..i only a small fly leh... i kept rejecting as i have already meeting dat ben nan ren.. but she just wont let me go...
Pekcek, i followed to the conference room...After the speech of my AGM, i asked to leave..phewz.. if not dunno how long dat ben nan ren gota wait for me..grrr..i never like to make him wait...

Once i met the ben nan ren, i kept grumbling..
Thankfully, he was there to let me rattling non-stop, be my listening ear ... and somemore his presence definately cool me down *_^
Although he may find my grumbling boring or do not understand or feel what i m frustrated abt ..but at least he bother to listen bahz...

I was simply going insane on Sat at work.. so many problems for sat's work..and another thing i buay song abt is i have already assigned to do additional works but i cant do it on sat.. i have to do another duty..I kept screaming and swearing at work till everyone including my manager buay tahan me.. But who can understand i already cannot control the inner frustrations at the point of time...
I also told myself i wont do any OT as yet..

Really need a break or an enjoyable nite out....when u feel u need someone to sayang and pei you but is always not there for you......really feel like long time bo enjoy liaoz...
I m plotting to take a LONG leaveeeee one of these dayzzzz... *evilz*

haiz..dunno larz..dunno how long i can tolerate...see how the bonus tellz...is it worth it?

This morning even have a bad dream .. dreamt of that ben nan ren...-_-