Sunday, December 26, 2004;23:57
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++ Xmas.......Christmas... ++
24/12/2004 Xmas eve - Halfday for work.. yeah! Had a 'special' Xmas party @ work as everyone need to sing the re-written lyrics of some Xmas songs by our Recreational Club..U cant imagine how 'funny' those lyrics are hahahaz.... and then exchange of gift...makanz and poof .. off i left office on the spot @ 2pm LOLz..becoz meeting dat ben dan @ PS for lunchie..as his darling not free for him coz of ezlink card.. hmmz haha. Nothing much was done for the xmas eve, got home about 5plus then somehow lazy to get out or go cheong even though was quite sianz @ home..
Me with my colleagues infront of the Xmas tree @ work
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25/12/2004 Xmas day - Actually tot was gg to spend it at home coz no interesting place to go or anywhere i wish to go... luckily dat ben nan ren willing to have dinner with me, if not i think i m gg to rot @ home.... So met him at 8pm to the crowded Orchard.. Haha we had "or jian", BBQ clams & stingray @ Da Pai Dan again after a month.
At 1st was very suay, waited for a table with 2 Thais and they die die just won't go off even they knew we were waiting for them to leave.. almost got both of us damn tulanz...Initially we just shared the table with them, after an hour or so..they still sat there n chitchat..we were hoping to have a table of our own.
After finishing the "or jian" , dat nan ren went to buy the bbq clams & stingray..I noticed an empty table behind me.. so immediately i took our drinks over to that empty table.. dat 2 Thais even looked @ my doing hahaha..yeah i buay song their butts sticked to the chairs..kaoz hahaha
We finally got tickets for the movie "Kungfu Hustle" which has been always sold out since the day it was screened haha but only managed to get for the 1.30 am slot with good seats..
Was indeed a "wu li tou" movie.. . but considered entertaining...
After the movie, we took the cab home...reached home about 4am...then ZzzzzZz...
That was how i spent my Xmas bahz....
Sherr|ne 
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004;22:38
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++ Memorable 22nd Dec.... ++
Today took halfday from work, coz need a break and also need to clear the leave..if not also don't know when to take leave beside today.. Manager has ordered that the weeks for coming Xmas and New Year cant take leave...
Got home around 130pm, tot of having a nap but unable to...mind alot of tots and heart buay gian let me rest...made me sOOoooOOo sianzzzz...
But still around 5plus, manager called to clarify some works.. pengz
Today 22nd Dec.. considered quite a memorable day lolz...why??
Coz last yr at this day was the day i saw & tok to someone at Westmall Coffeebean and got back into contact after a year of losing contact...Hahaz..It seemed like only yesterday..suddenly think back of the awkwardness and the feeling of like several flies flying inside your stomach but surprisingly the tenseness didn't really last long... quite strange LOLz..
Time really flies very fast for this 2004..
What have you learned over the year ?
For me, i think i have learnt try to take things lightly, try not to let my emotions get over me and have been more tolerate and patient as compared to before bahz..Although at times still will get frustrated easily and make pples tulanz...but overall i m still behaving well liaoz larz hahhaa
Somehow realised persistence actually at times ain't a good thing..too persistent will lead you unable to feel and see thing clearly..
At times when you think you really want that thing, but actually u are already not attracted to the thing but just din realised it...haha sounded like a movie plot..
But then a saying "Xi Ru Ren Sheng"
Sherr|ne
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Sunday, December 19, 2004;23:31
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++ The Last Few Days... ++
15/12/2004
Was rushing my work @ office for the past few days.. and things were getting quite strained out in office...my manager has been quite temperamental these few days...
On wednesday 15/12 she treated me and one of my colleagues for lunch to a chinese restaurant as an appreciation of our work. Actually i am quite fortunate to have her as my manager, she doted me alot and heng she always like the way i work...she just dun like my attitude at times and when i m too grumpy hahahz...but alot of colleagues said me n her character sama one larz..
16/12/2004
On thursday 16/12, went Bugis to do some xmas shopping after work till 10+pm.. i only bought myself a cute piglet strap meant for to put on handphone haha i din buy it for my handphone..i got it just it was tooOooo cute.. a small little piglet wearing purplish dress haha..but unfortunately when i was trying to remove the tag off the toy at home, i spoilt the clip.. i was so upset over it and when i told dat ben nan ren.. he was so bloody happy...haiz haiz
Had 2 earrings as gift of my choice from a friend... *_^ then had dinner @ Bugis Pastamania for clams & mussels linguine with tomata herbs sauce.. *drooled*
Got my nokia 6170 on thursday as well , really love this fone.. love all its functions..all wat i needed..guessed wat is my sms tone ? its Jie Kou LOLz...
Friday -17/12/2004
After work, went Tiong Bahru Plaza to jalan jalan till around 9plus..haha then cute part is i bought Mac home for dinner and took cab home... lolz..But the fries was finished up by me n my friend in the cab hahahaz..
Saturday - 18/12/2004
As planned, went to saloon for rebonding after work at 2pm. Hmmz hair done till 6plus..almost dozed off at the saloon...very tired esp. after work and have to sit there for hours just to get the hair done...now thinking if i wan to highlight my hair? hMmmmMmz ...
Today
Got waken up by mum to go temple and breakfast early early in the morning -_-'''
Then haha got home went to nap around 4pm till 6pm coz kanna waken up by mum again for dinner.
We went Cystal Jade Restuarant for dinner as my sis's bday coming Wed, so celebrated in advance for her..
Just done my toenails.....nice ??
Sherr|ne
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004;01:50
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++ A moment.... ++
Have been so occupied with things to do coz been instructed by alot of assignments by my mum *poor me* and also going to be my busy period again at work..Well, to keep myself occupied and busy better than to let my imagination runs wild or think too much hahaz..
I have realised another thing -_-'"
my family already thinking i m showing symptoms of depression mood.. as everyday i keep telling them i feel like dying..they jokinly replied me to go ahead LOLz
Sprained my back last 2 days, the pain was killing me yesterday.. luckily today it has got better..if not i wanna go get MC hahahaz..ooPs chaO kEnG! I even wondered if i got admitted in hospital, who will bother come visit me.. hahaha i siao rite to even ponder abt such topic?
Haha in the 1st place how come i sprained my back ? LOLz....hmmmz..
Have also been browsing around for new hp...hmm thinking to get Nokia 6170 coz really ntg nice hp to get recently.. this nokia 6710 also just launched few days agO so pricing still quite high..
Hehe maybe go get it this week.. see how things bahz..anyone wanna sponsor? LOLz
Xmas is round the corner... thinking to gO mAke my hair swee swee this weekend..gota see wat time pang kang on Saturday or maybe take a halfday leave go..haiz have to see mood of manager recently.. She has been in quite bad mood these few days.. dangerous..if not careful, will tio suay one... one of my colleagues already kanna...she now super tio condemned..
So whatever things you do better have some self-conscience and be more sensitive, if not kanna liaoz then regret also dunno for what... always be alert.. my dat colleague just dun understand that... she oso suay lar...
Sherr|ne
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Friday, December 10, 2004;01:28
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++ 10 December 2004 ++
Today lunch went to Lau Pat Sat to try a stall selling "Zhu Za" which is very popular in Joo Chiat one. Ahval tried the "kidneys livers mee sua" once and kept promoting to us.. so we went to try it out..
It was really nice & shiok..!!
An immediate tot must ask dat ben nan ren to try it out...i believe he will like it also hahaz
After work, went bugis for shopping and see there is anything to buy for Xmas.
Well.. only bought one short skirt for myself...unable to find any nice tOps recently.. so sad..
Also unable to find nice appropriate Xmas gift..
Walked past people eating pasta..omg! the crave for it is here !!!!
So on my way back, went Liberty Supermart to get spaggetic and the sauce...also get the zarusoba...Once i got home, immediately made the pasta feast LOLz..yummy...
At around 10pm, sudden HEAVY rain..lighting & thunder.. terrible!
Still hope dat ben nan ren will get drenched outside LOLz..
Smsed ben nan ren for spring chicken(till now i still havent get to eat it) .. and guessed wat he replied me...???
He replied me "think still at the farm bahz"... He is really very knnz, always loves to give me knn replies, but................. dats the 'special part' of him bahz...his fast reflexes and wits.. ..but still spring chicken oso won't buy for me... !cursed me with birdflu somemore!!!!*cry*
Sherr|ne
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004;02:00
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++ A night out ~! ++
Today i was late for work and resulted in everyone late also... all kpkb @ me.. LOLz..
I wore Jeans to work today.. coz at nite going to cheong...
After work, headed to Marina Square "Pariss" for Internation Buffet.
Alot of dishes there..really was a spread... raw huge oysters, crabs, sashimi, lobster, dessert etc.. but abit ex ($42 per head sia) .. but the environment is not bad..very grand outlook with alot of cystal lightings around..
Went around to take pictures as well...
After the feast, went a live band pub "Thumper" near Goodwood Hotel.
The live band sang very well..It is great if you love live band and want a soothing nite out there by having a drink and enjoying the performance.
Around 11pm, we decided to go Devils Bar to dance.
Was great there too...the songs played were nice...haha nice for dancing mahz...
Alot of yandaoz there too....
As tmr need to work so have to leave DB early if not sure not enough sleep for work.
Everyone just started to warm up but no choice have to leave early....
Sherr|ne
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Monday, December 06, 2004;23:39
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++ Sad day coz of spring chicken LOLz ++
Today all was late for work .. nothing strange..if all reach early then strange lolz..
Early morning, my manager kpkb abt one of my colleagues..she has been on leave since last friday.. tmr she back to work, she gg to jiatlat liaoz...sure got a scene to watch liaoz..
After work, went Tiong Bahru Plaza for a short jalan. Got myself a skirt and a top, but think need to get another top tmr coz Wed got appt and also going cheong..cant think of any existing clothing i wanna wear for it... hehe i know i very hiaoz larz..
When i was on way back, had this great urge for spring chicken...so i decided to buy home for makan..
Sighz but went around Jurong Point and was unable to find any stalls selling it...
what a disappointment! =( In the end, ta bao back beef balls noodles..
Still havin dat urge, wonderz who will be nice enuff to buy for me to eat leh hahahaz..
really wanna eat.... *droolz* but ... *sobz*
Wonderz ben nan ren ai mai buy for me to eat arh hahahahaz...
I know the ans ... the ans = yawnz zzZzzzz right ? lolz lolz lolz
Sherr|ne
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Saturday, December 04, 2004;01:26
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++ Its Saturday.... ++
Today i the 1st one to reach tp mrt... and as usual val the last one to turn up..
Around 10+ am, Yeannie needed to look for Kenneth due to a login problem. Then we realised he has change his sat shift...which means opposite as us..so no choice Yeannie gota called him on his hp...but in the end the fone was passed to me..then we 2 boliaoz chatted on the fone while he solved the login problem at his home.
It was very unusual for me to chat with anyone on the fone.. most of the times i communicate thru sms with pples...feel rather weird that i today chatted on the fone with someone hahahaz.. Honoured or not Kenneth? LOLz
After he solved the problem, we put dwn the fone..he suanned me abit in msn then went back sleep...anyway bo eng to chat wif him oso... got to work..luckily today work was smooth.. 1pm able to pang kang...
After work, we 4 girls went Watsons to get some neccessarities.. Dolly tot she wanna buy the whole Watsons..took so long to get all her things... I even blamed her for making me spent $50 as she needed to come Watsons and led me to buy things.. LOLz
When i got home and log online, this Kenneth was online...We chatted for awhile and i even ordered him to change back his sat shift to be same as me LOLz... ..he did asked me out for dinner and wanna take neoprints wif me sia.. he siaoz siaoz liaoz hahaha but i needed tO rest...very tired after work... and also i gota wait for the new pc to be delivered.
But in the end, i din wait...i went for short nap.. my mum settled it when the guy came to delivered & setup the new PC...my mum buay song said "what for i came back home?" hahahaz...
I think i only nap for an hour + , then woke up go pom..then went online again..
Dat ben nan ren came online at around 7pm+ but kaoz he din noticed i was online sia..dunno busy with what.. i gota sms n kpkb @ him for taking me invisible after i realised he has went offline..haiz haiz haiz..He very knn hor hahahhaaaaa...
Was online for 7 hours since then.. really jiatlat sia.. LOLz.. 1.30am liaoz,wanna go rest liaoz...Tmr going out,you know hahahaz...
Sherr|ne
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Friday, December 03, 2004;23:23
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++ 03/12/2004 ++
Sighz..tomorrow gota work... poor me hahaz..
After moving to the new office, 3 colleagues & me will wait for each other at tanjong pagar mrt everyday and then walk to office together..but still always late for work...as 1 late = all late hahahaz
In the noon, Haze msn msged me, she was feeling down again..I can understand how she felt..
the feeling of disappointment & dishearted again & again from someone you have loved unconditionally..but what more can be done ?!
Things will either get better or get even worse....sometimes really hv to "kan kai" liaoz after u have realised alot of things & got hurt & disappointed time to time.
How much can one's heart tahan ? haha one day you may cause your heart to bleed till death and maybe dat person won't even shed a tear if u are dead....
Give yourself & the other party some time.. The other party may have some issues within him need to settle or having some negative interferences or maybe havent wake from his fiaking ideas LOLz..
If you hv the faith and if you believe what u feel, it will happen..or maybe someone better is on his way...=)
Be patient and don't despair..
God has the directions & reasons for everything that happened....
God won't bo tai bo ji let 2 people get to know each other for ntg.. God won't bo tai bo ji let 2 people reunite , God also won't be boliaoz let you hurt for ntg...etc..etc...
Was testing my digital camera today...heheee
My workstation @ work
My monitor @ home
My Room
My Room again...
Sherr|ne
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004;23:15
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++ 1st day of December ++
I cannot change the past but only work towards the future
Its already 1st Dec, time really flies...Another New Year is coming...
Really wonderz how i managed to survive for this whole year =)
Nothin' much happening today, work as usual...
Came home after work to catch "Singapore Idol Final" with my sis , it was spectacular & entertainin'.. Well i basically dun mind who won the competition.. LOLz..
Haha but anyway Taufik seriously deserve the win...he has been so versatile on his performances. I like his singing.
Lyin in bed, lookin back...
I searched in my heart & took a second totz. I took a second totz & seriously think, I laid down & realized...
What do i hate arh... Hmmmmz......wahaha
I hate the way you look at me,
And the way you stand and stare,
I hate how you have a lame excuse for almost never being there.
I hate it when you always raise your voice,
I hate it most when you call me her.
I hate it when you turn your back
I hate it when you snub my affection
I hate it when you step on my efforts
I hate it when you go away and then turn your mobile off all night.
I hate it when you sometimes lie,and keep your secrets deep.
I hate the way you make me feel,any girls give you attention,
I hate it when you get me mad and when you make me cry
I hate it when you make me laugh and the way you read my mind
I hate the way you’re always kind.
I hate the fact I hate you
I hate it when you piss me off,you make me want to kill.
我记得那时候 你不让我牵你的手
激动得我快疯 像掉进一个无底的洞
苦笑都带点痛 自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后
亲手用温柔交换的这一场恶梦
oh baby why would you hurt me so long
hurt me so long
这一个人不该是我
oh baby why would you hurt me so long
please let me know
难过是你留给我的线索
莫非我的举动 成了你的苦衷
才暗示我的所有 你宁愿没有经过
爱预付得太多 不是没有想过 最愚笨的会是我
Sherr|ne
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