You chose not to look my way or even speak
The days you do I often get weak
I tried so hard to be the best
Lost myself in trying to be what you needed
There was no way I could have succeeded
Being snubbed by you has left me burned
I don’t know where else to possibly turn
Forgive me for my anger
I’ve tried hard
I longed to be the one you embraced
Seems I’ve been on the wrong side of the road
Weighed down by the burden, need to lighten the load
Look past this strange twist of fate
Longing for your touch all the while
I can’t breathe due to the tightness in my chest
Angry thoughts haunt me nightly

Damn these feelings of bitterness and anger
Can I survive or am I in danger

Do you wait for signs everyday, which sometimes leave you with hopeless expectations ?

Do you wait for every move and action made and interpret and at times realised you are like a fool watching every moment and desperately waitin to be noticed of your existence ?

Do you ever received a simple smile from someone and that can makes you happy? A short conversation can makes your whole day brighter. The empty space in your heart filled ?

How is it that so much time spent loving and caring for a person can suddenly crumble to the ground?

How can words of tender endearments suddenly be turned to comments of blind hatred ?

Why is change such a feared presence?

Where is it we go when we step outside of the comfort of familiarity?

Where is the strength ?

Is there a cloth thick enough to wipe away the blood of bleeding hearts?

Maybe time is of essence for this , and this is of essence for our survival. ....